Saturday, February 23, 2013

Journal Meme 3 out of 3 : I'm a Angel/Shapeshift




Taken from Seoul-Mate @ deviantART -- 

~VAMPIRE~
[ ]You rather be pale than tan.
[x] You like to eat or drink red things. 
[ ] When you're kissing someone, you tend to bite them. 
[x] You're dark, mysterious, and seductive 
[ ] You've tasted your own blood before and liked it. 
[ ] Being out in the sun too long makes you feel weak. 
[ ] You're graceful, lithe, and can appear threatening or dangerous to others 
[ ] You have incredible charm and can get people to do nearly anything 
[x] You're more active at night. 
Total: 3


~WEREWOLF~
[ ] You have a bad temper.
[ ] You're incredibly physically strong and fast. 
[x] You love the moon. 
[x]You're very loyal.
[x] If you love someone, you'll do whatever you possibly can to protect them. 
[ ] You would go on a devastated rampage should your lover be harmed in any way. 
[x] You like dogs.
[ ] You're fairly sturdy in stature.
[x] You're either a good leader or a solitary person.
[ ] You have a hard time controlling yourself half of the time.
Total: 5

~NEKO/WERECAT~
[x] You love cats.
[ ] You're lithe and agile. 
[ ] You could fall off of anything and always land on your feet.
[ ] You like gymnastics. 
[x]You love to eat seafood. 
[x] You're affectionate and cozy.
[x] If someone is able to sneak up on you and startle you, you nearly leap out of your skin or swat at them. 
[ ] You like yarn.
[ ] You like chasing things. 
[ ] You're an excellent hunter. 
Total: 4

~ZOMBIE~
[x] You're an outcast. 
[ ] You feel as if you're not truly alive. 
[ ] You'll moan when you're hurt rather than scream and cry 
[x] You tend to zone out.
[ ] You don't feel very smart.
[ ] You like worms.
[x] You like taking things slowly.
[x] You like odd foods.
[x] You prefer to suffer in silence.
[x] You don't get much sleep.
Total: 6

~GHOST/PHANTOM~
[ ] You're invisible.
[ ] You have an oddly eerie presence. 
[ ] You can send chills down a persons spine just by looking at them. 
[x] You have messy hair that is partially/completely in your face.
[x] You're incredibly gentle. 
[x] You're very shy around someone you find attractive. 
[x] You tend to simply disappear when no ones looking. 
[x] You enjoy scaring people.
[x] You like the indoors.
[ ] You are deeply connected to the ones you love no matter what happens. 
Total: 6

~GHOUL~
[ ] You will eat just about anything.
[x] You like to attack people verbally or physically 
[ ] You are thrilled if you can make someone bleed.
[ ] If you were with someone, you wouldn't care if you hurt them as long as you're getting what you want out of them.
[ ] You like stalking people.
[ ] You find it fun to crawl into tight, small, cramped, dirty spaces.
[ ] You get hungry easily.
[ ] You like torture.
[ ] You live to hurt people.
[ ] You like the idea of being insane.
Total: 1

~WITCH~
[ ] You're into Wicca/paganism.
[x] You like magical objects. 
[ ] You believe in magic/can perform it. 
[ ] You perform odd rituals on a daily basis.
[ ] People find you intolerably cruel.
[ ] You enjoy manipulating people.
[ ] You feel deeply in touch with nature and hate industrialization.
[x] You love black cats. 
[ ] You practice voodoo.
[ ] You tend to laugh hysterically while picking on someone you find attractive. 
Total: 2

~SHAPESHIFTER~
[x] You have different personalities. so many... 
[ ] Your style could change from Goth to preppy in the same second.
[x] You're fickle.
[ ] You have more than one lover. 
[x] You're unpredictable.
[ ] You would change yourself entirely to fit in/get a date. 
[x] You are fond of many different things.
[x] You can easily get out of trouble by changing your demeanor.
[x] You often say one thing and mean another. 
[x] You like to leave your clothes on the floor after taking them off. 
Total: 7

~DEMON~
[ ] You have a very bad temper.
[ ] You're usually angry. 
[ ] You have to make other people miserable with every breath that you take
[ ] You worship Satan.
[ ] You like pentagrams.
[ ] You love to mess with peoples heads
[ ] You could do just about anything bad to someone and feel proud.
[ ] You laugh when other people are hurt. 
[ ] Physically harming someone turns you on
[ ] You respond to an insult by viciously attacking the other person. 
Total: 0 

~ANGEL~
[x] You're a very good person. 
[x] You take care with everything you do.
[x] You can be extremely serious 
[x] You're gentle and kind to even your worst enemies. 
[x] You cannot hold a grudge against anyone. 
[x]You would gladly endure anything for the sake of the ones you love. 
[ ] You're a virgin/have never kissed anyone. 
[ ] People see you as being very pure.
[x] You are obedient and follow rules without question. 
[ ] You love God 
Total: 7


~FAIRIE/ELF~
[ ] You enchant people.
[ ] You like organic things.
[ ] You're almost always smiling. 
[ ] You love the world around you. 
[x] You get attached to animals easily.
[ ] You're a walking-talking chick-flick/prince charming. 
[x] You fall in love easily. 
[ ] You have a very bright/bubbly/friendly personality.
[ ] You don't HATE anyone.
[x] You like long hair.
total: 3

Journal Meme 2 out of 3 : Not quite sure?




Taken from ArcanineGG @ deviantART -

1) Sexuality?
Straight

2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
Not sure.

3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
I have no books! Ok I'm lying I'm too lazy to check.

4) What do you think about most?
What will tomorrow entail?

5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
Helloooo - Milo

6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
Pajamas.

7) What's your strangest talent?
Dunno, what defines strange?

8) Girls…. (finish the sentence); Boys…. (finish the sentence)
Girls can be cunning.

Boys won't understand girls.

9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?
Uh I don't think so.

10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?
Never?

11) Do you have any strange phobias?
Not sure.

12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
I don't recall.

13) What's your religion?
Bear-ism :D *passes on the question*

14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
Watching people!

15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
Behind.

16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
Eh too many to decide.

17) What was the last lie you told?
I'm fine.

18) Do you believe in karma?
Varies.

19) What does your URL mean?
Huh, dunno.

20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
Greatest weakness: ...like I'd tell you.
Greatest strength: ...no clue :D!

21) Who is your celebrity crush?
I do not have one. :o

22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
No

23) How do you vent your anger?
Draw or write.

24) Do you have a collection of anything?
Plushies.

25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
Talking on the phone.

26) Are you happy with the person you've become?
...sorta.

27) What's a sound you hate; sound you love?
Hate: Scratch or screeching sound.
Love: Raining falling.

28) What's your biggest "what if"?
What if I was able to change critical points in my life?

29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
Ghosts: Plausible
Aliens: They're everywhere :o

30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with the left
Right: Tablet
Left: Glass of Tang.

31) Smell the air. What do you smell?
Nothing.

32) What's the worst place you have ever been to?
Dunno really.

33) Choose East Coast or West Coast?
West coast!

34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
Huh?

35) To you, what is the meaning of life?
Finding that meaning.

36) Define Art.
Made & appreciated by you.

37) Do you believe in luck?
Sometimes.

38) What's the weather like right now?
Cold.

39) What time is it?
6:38 pm

40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
Yes & sorta.

41) What was the last book you read?
I don't remember.

42) Do you like the smell of gasoline?
Not really.

43) Do you have any nicknames?
Nope, just CherBear.

44) What was the last movie you saw?
The Hobbit

45) What's the worst injury you've ever had?
A sprained ankle

46) Have you ever caught a butterfly?
Yup

47) Do you have any obsessions right now?
No

48) What's your sexual orientation?
Didn't I answer that?

49) Ever had a rumor spread about you?
Yup.

50) Do you believe in magic?
Sure.

51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
At first, eventually it goes away.

52) What is your astrological sign?
Virgo.

53) Do you save money or spend it?
Spend.

54) What's the last thing you purchased?
Food.

55) Love or lust?
Love.

56) In a relationship?
Yep, my pencil, pen, eraser & sketchbook. We magically get along.

57) How many relationships have you had?
More than 5, less than 10.

58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
No.

59) Where were you yesterday?
At the Vet.

60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
Copic Markers.

61) Are you wearing socks right now?
No.

62) What's your favorite animal?
Bear!

63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
There's such a thing?!

64) Where is your best friend?
At her house.

65) Spit or swallow?
Whut?

66) What is your heritage?
Filipino.

67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
Playing WoW.

68) What do you think is Satan's last name?
I have no idea.

69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?
Huh?

70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
I'd hope so.

71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
Gotta get to work, sorry.

72) You are at the doctor's office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

A. Yep.
B. Complete as much as I can of things I wanna do.
C. No.

73) You can only have one of these things; trust or love.
Trust.

74) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
That varies.

75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone?
I have a cell phone? Dx;

76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
Communication & honesty.

77) How can I win your heart?
O.o; why would you wanna win that?

78) Can insanity bring on more creativity?
Yes.

79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
Uhm hmm ... lemme get back to you on that.

80) What size shoes do you wear?
7 1/2

81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
No tombstone, just cremate me.

82) What is your favorite word?
No favorite word.

83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.
Warm.

84) What is a saying you say a lot?
Uhm...uh....uhmmmm....

85) What's the last song you listened to?
Not sure?

86) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors?
Blue, gray, gold

87) What is your current desktop picture?
Clannad

88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
Hum ... can't say, they might be reading this ;)!

89) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?
Any question :o.

90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do?
Go back to sleep.

91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
Flight & foresight.

92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
Time with someone I've lost.

93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
None or I won't be any wiser for it.

94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
O.o; I'll pass.

95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
Japan.

96) Do you have any relatives in jail?
I don't believe so.

97) Have you ever thrown up in the car?
Thankfully no.

98) Ever been on a plane?
Yes.

99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
Can I have a jar of nutella?

Journal Meme 1 out of 3 - I act like a 22 yr old




Taken from Mangolubs @ deviantART -

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[x] You own a credit card.
[x] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[x] You can vote in an election.
[X] You can cook for yourself.
[] You think politics are interesting.

Total: 7

[] You show up for school late a lot.
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[] You've never gotten a detention.
[] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself.
[x] You know what credibility means without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week.

Total so far: 11

[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language.
[x] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[] You can mow the lawn.
[] You study even when you don't have to.
[x] You have hand washed a car before.

Total: 15

[x] You can spell experience without looking it up.
[] The people at Starbucks know you by name.
[x] Your favourite kind of food is take-out. 
[] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[] You understand political jokes the first time they are said. 
[x] You can type pretty quickly.

Total: 18

[] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[] You have been to a Tupperware party. 
[] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job. 
[x] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach.
[x] You use the internet every day.
[x] You have been outside 3 or more times a day
[] You make your bed in the morning.

Total: 22

GRAND TOTAL: 22

22? Huh, ok I guess?

Sunday, February 17, 2013

Thoughts of the week 02.17.13




Emotional highs & lows throughout the last week. I'm barely hanging in there but I am trying.

One of the contests I wanted to do just fell through, by the time I wanted to sincere try & work on it; I decided to back out & work on it properly & do it justice so it shall become more of a casual fun practice to do more comic illustration stuff. What was it? Well - basically the contest was suppose to contain the whole idea or word of 'love' & involving my Audition Online couple. So, instead of directly involving him, it would have been a narration that did involve love & insert my Audi Online couple; but it was the whole idea of love & the word love of a long time companion; a friend ... yes a teddy bear. I didn't wanna rush the story when I realize how many days I had left & with all the obstacles of being sick, then a little bit of a drawing burn out, I let things remain where it would be. The last contest I will try is another love theme but we'll see how that will work out in the end & if I even bother to submit it.

Valentine's Day did pass & I did get some coloring & drawing done on livestream, it ultimately ended up being the only thing I really did this week which is fine, I'm happy with how things turned out & one of the pieces got featured on the company fb website as a valentine's day message which is cool. As for the day itself, I did manage to make the best of it & did something cool for that day.

As for the emotional lows, I shall try not to vent too much but i guess perhaps it needs to be said to clear my mind. As my year long task to attempt to prove my situation moves forward, the more I stay in this house with roommates makes me realize how I yearn, want & would like to move on, move out & be able to live on my own once again. When little things I do or try to do get overlooked due to other bigger problems or annoyance tend to overshadow what is expected of me while I live here & I've done what is expected or asked of but apparently; like many things, it feels like parents all over again - it's never good enough. Oh the hilarity & irony behind it.

Oh, I did mention briefly I had a mini burn out from drawing; mainly after the heavy hours of drawing, coloring & putting time in with these contests I somehow subconsciously wore myself out. So, as my friend suggested, I took a step back, breathe, did some other things & I'm slowly getting back into it & trying to fulfill some of these contests deadlines before I go back to working on these pending requests...note to self; I should really get back on those notes too.

I had found some resolve for some warnings I got which I find reasonable & at the very least I got some resolve, I'm content yet not due to some thoughts I have over the matter, but at least it means I can move forward from the warnings I got.

New friendships are formed & I have warned that I do tend to take things slow, so seeing how this new friendship that is formed & see how this person has been willing to be open & share when I am not ready to is flattering, but I do have my reasons; I'd like to see where these new friendships are formed will last a couple of months? or expand to years. I remain optimistic.

Something silly, as much as I do like watching My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, seeing Twilight Sparkle turn into an alicorn...well a princess, was well, I'm still not quite sure whether I feel for those who think she shouldn't have become one or if this pathway they had planned for Twilight Sparkle all this time was a viable & reasonable path in that greater scheme of this fictional place that has been set for the past few seasons. Either way, something still is unsettling about this past episode that I can't put my finger on...oh well.

I should try to end this on a high note, during the past cpl of months, my cousin who I see as a sister from another mother has been calling weekly, I've been listening to her woes & situations, continue to put in encouraging words & help her with her homesickness since she's away, she left me a text saying how these little things have helped & thanked me...that's a high note right?

Anyways, I shall try to balance everything out & try to maintain some sanity regardless of my on goings around my life.

Journal Meme 3 out of 3 : Tagless tag again?!




From PHLiM2 @ deviantART ---

1. do you draw?
Yup. Everyday when I can manage.

2. any complains about life?
Always something to complain about but I know there's people out there that have it worse than me.

3. like to travel?
Yes.

4. still in school/college/university or in work?
Nope, nope, nope & I'd like to?

5. future job/ present jobs?
Not planning - I've learned anything I've planned in life tends to never pan out.

6. got a warm family?
Eh....what?

7. do you like fan fics??
Well written ones.

8. Do you have a OC? If so, describe him/her.
I have plenty of OCs & some OCs stemmed from MMO-games I played. So there's plenty to pick from.

9.got any religion that you believe?
I choose not to discuss this, that & politics :o - personal philosophy. 

10. like derpy?
Define...like...

My Questions - none in particular feel free to answer the ones above. I'm sure there were suppose to be rules to this so any tags I shall choose to not tag folks & leave them the option to do this Dx;

Journal Meme 2 out of 3 : Measure your insanity




Taken from iAznX3 @ deviantART ---

The Insane Test:
[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for "hurting you"
[ ] You have run into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have run into a tree/bush.
[x] You have been called a blonde
So far- 4

[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.
So far- 6

[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[ ] You type with three fingers or less.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.
So far- 9

[x] You have fallen asleep in class.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your 'inside voice'.
So far- 12

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[ ] You have eaten a bug accidentally.
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.
So far- 16

[ ] You have posted spam because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don't.
[ ] You break a lot of things.
[x] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[ ] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[ ] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
So far- 17

[x] The word "um" is used frequently.
[ ] You don't know what "um" means.
[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[x] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin
Total- 20

Score is the total multiplied by 3

60%, so much for using that calculator

Journal Meme 1 out of 3 - How girly are you?




From YumiCatGirl @ deviantART ---

[ ] My fingernails/toenails are almost always painted. 
[ ] During the summer pretty much the only shoes I wear are flip flops.
[ ] My favorite toy as a child were Barbies/Bratz
[ ] My favorite color is pink or purple. 
[ ] I did Gymnastics. 
[ ] I love skirts. 
[ ] Hollister is one my favorite places to shop.
[ ] Tight jeans are the only jeans I'll wear.
[x] I love chocolate. 

TOTAL SO FAR: 1

[ ] My hair is mostly always straightened.
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week.
[x] I love to hang out with friends. 
[x] I have a piece of real diamond jewelry.
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon. 
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim.
[ ] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes.
[ ] I watch Gossip Girl.
[ ] I change my profile picture weekly.
[ ] I wear a shower cap.  

TOTAL SO FAR: 3

[ ] I would NEVER set foot into Hot Topic 
[x] My cell phone might as well become a part of me.
[ ] I wear mascara everyday.
[ ] Bathing suits are adorable.
[ ] I don't know the difference between a sheep and a goat. 
[ ] Big sunglasses are awesome. 
[ ] I have gotten my nails done.
[ ] I own over 10 purses.
[ ] MuchMusic is my one of my favorite channels.

TOTAL SO FAR: = 4

[ ] I love to have other people do my hair.
[x] I like to give and receive hugs from all my friends. 
[ ] I hate bugs. 
[x] Carnivals are fun. 
[ ] Summer is THE best season.
[ ] My swimsuit has 2 pieces.
[ ] Musicians are hot. 
[ ] You write me a poem and tell me I'm beautiful and I'm all yours.

TOTAL SO FAR:  6

[x] I'm self-conscious. 
[ ] My room smells like vanilla. 
[x] I don't do sports.
[ ] I HATE to run. 
[ ] I squeal when I am surprised or angry.
[x] I eat dried fruit as a snack. 
[ ] I love romance novels.  
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute.

TOTAL SO FAR: 9

[ ] I dance randomly around the house. 
[x] I usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house.
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products.
[ ] I love to get dressed up.
[ ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends
[ ] I would love to have a photo shoot of myself. 
[ ] My parents buy me everything I want, whenever I want it.
[ ] I apply lip gloss 50-a million times a day.

TOTAL SO FAR: 10

[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton.
[ ] R&B is the best music.
[ ] I pop my collar.
[x] Horses are beautiful.
[x] Kittens are adorable. 

TOTAL SO FAR: 12

[ ] I write my own music. 
[ ] I would love to visit Hawaii.
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black. 
[ ] My closet is STOCK FULL of clothes.
[ ] I hate beards.
[ ] I love to read magazines.

TOTAL SO FAR: 12

[ ] I love to gossip.
[ ] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters as a kid.
[ ] I love Celine Dion.
[ ] My showers are 2 hours long. 
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned. 
[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonald's.

TOTAL SO FAR: 12

[x] I LOVE life!
[x] I have a lot of jewelry.
[ ] Much of my jewelry comes from Claire's.
[x] My screen name(s) has or had x's in them.
[x] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed. 

TOTAL SO FAR: 16

[ ] I like the color pink.
[ ] I want to BE Paris Hilton.
[ ] I scope the room for hot guys.
[ ] I love the mall.
[x] I love the beach. 
[ ] You modeled as a little kid.
[ ] You love receiving compliments.
[x] You've been to a wedding and loved it.

TOTAL: 18
____________________________________________________

Total overall: 18

Below 10 = Total Tomboy
Below 20 = Boyish
Below 30 = Not girly 
Above 30 = Girly
Above 55 = Paris Hilton

Saturday, February 9, 2013

Thoughts of the week 02.09.13




I'll try to keep this well within reasonable boundries.

Thankfully; I've more or less gotten over my cold so I'm gonna give it a shot & livestream sometime in the evening & get my friend to do his livestream even though I've sorta overshadowed yesterday...which was his normal day to livestream & I didn't realize it (oops, so sorry!).

I know in a few days; Valentine's Day will be arriving & I haven't really gotten the gumption to continue working on this short little comic & other contest options I decided to attempt to do. Admitting that my cold played a factor in it is a poor excuse. I just have to push myself to get it done before the deadlines before moving forward with the rest of the requests & what not.

I've been feeling a teeny little apathetic too; recently running into my fair share of warnings on art sites due to petty things (in my opinion). Yes, I realize that art is subjective & the warnings were on fair terms, I get that; some though I have went & question back, others - I've decided not to dwell & move on. I'll leave it simply as that & dw, in due time; I'll move off from this apathetic state & continue to draw & post.

Lastly - well 3 journal memes this week; why? Mainly since I do read a lot of journals that folks post - I try to do these journal memes too when they're not tagged specifically or well something to add as filler I suppose.  With that being said; I realize I have a lot piling up so I'm trying to do more than just 1 a week to get through more of these journal memes too.

With that said, time to buckle down & hopefully meet those contest deadlines...guess I know what my livestream stuff will be later today.

Journal Meme 3 out of 3 : Tagless tag revisited




From AGirlintheRain @ deviantART --

The rules:
★. You must post these rules.
★. Each person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
★. Answer the questions the tagger set for you, and create ten (10) new questions for the people you tag to answer.
★. You have to choose 10 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
★. Go to their pages and tell them you have tagged her/him.
★. No tag backs.
★. No nonsense in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you're reading this."
★. You have to tag 10 people.



★ Ten things about me

1. I like to people watch. 
2. I have an odd sleeping schedule.
3. I like to travel.
4. I like to try to keep an open mind.
5. I've accepted that live can be unpredictable.
6. I tend to be a slow recoverer when I'm sick. 
7. I enjoy the cold.
8. I like the sound & smell of rain.
9. I like watching cartoons.
10. I have over 70 plushies in my room.

★ Answering 10 questions by the tagger

1. What is your favorite past time? - Listening to music while drawing. 
2. If you were stuck on an island for a year, who would you want to be stuck with? - Hum, I'd have to say my closest confidant. 
3. What is your favorite color and why? - Sapphire blue; close to my favorite gem. 
4. Going back to the island question. If you were stuck on the island with the person of your choice and you could only have three items, what items would they be? (just pretend you knew you were going to be on the island.) - Supplies to live on the island, shelter & games!  
5. Who is your favorite historical person? - Hum, not sure. 
6. If you could go back in history and ask that person one question, what would you ask? Do you have any regrets considering how you've seen how society has turned out today?
7. Do you like anime? If you do which one is your favorite? - Yes; Sailor Moon still ranks high for me.
8. If a movie star came to your house and asked you to acted in a movie, what would your reaction be? Stunned, stall then accept humbly.
9. Can you play an instrument? What is it? If not what would you play if you could? I can play the piano - it'd be neat to play the flute too. 
10. Who is the one person you would completely trust with your life? Why? - My closest confidant of course. :)

★ My Questions!

1. Do you prefer to be hot or cold? 
2. Do you like to hear two sides to a story or just one source? 
3. Do you think you fulfilled your new year's resolution last year?
4. What is your ideal surroundings?
5. If you had 1 wish what would it be? (No you can't use that 1 wish to have infinite wishes.) 
6. If you had the opportunity to change anything within your lifetime, would you? 
7. Do you judge people without knowing them first?
8. Do you like challenging yourself?
9. Would you like to live forever or see the future?
10. Do you trust what people tell you online?

★ Tags: None - I guess I'm too lazy to follow these rules. Choose if you wish to do this.

Journal Meme 2 out of 3 : Tagless tag




From Einstrigger @ deviantART --

The rules:
1. You must post the rules
2. Each person must post 6 things about themselves in their journal
3. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons in your journal
4. Go to their page and tell them that you have tagged them
5. No tag backs
6. No stuff in the tagging section about 'you're tagged if you're reading this'. You legitimately have to tag 11 people.

About me:

1. I enjoy the beach.
2. I like to play video games.
3. I like to role play.
4. I like to try to be creative.
5. I tend to over think situations.
6. I have moments of weakness.

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Question + Answer
----------------------

1. Have you ever asked yourself, do I suck?
Yep.

2. Have you ever dreamed with an OC of yours, if so, how?
No.

3. Do you believe what the TV newscasts say?
No - I'd like to try to hear both sides of what goes on.

4. What OC of yours would you match against what OC of mine?
Not sure.

5. How many and what languages do you speak?
English, a little bit of spanish & some filipino (more ilocano than tagalog).

6. How many books you read a year?
Not too many.

7. Should I give little gifts to people taking into account certain aspects?
It's all circumstantial I think.

8. Do you have problems in seeing any of your OCs defeated by others?
Nope.

9. How would you react of seeing any of your OCs in a gore situation?
Shocking.

10. Though we already know who wins, how do you think a battle Violette vs Melodia would go down?
Depends.

11. And finally, do you think there is a Jewish/Zionist organization running the world's(or at least in most parts of the world) economy, politics, media and all what it entails? Take into account talking about this has cost their lives to many famous people.
Wait, what? Why should I care about this?

Tag: Nada - feel free to do this as you wish.

Journal Meme 1 out of 3 - Feel free to amuse me




From Mangolubs @ deviantART -

So yea, just paste and answer in comments :T

What would you do if...
1. I was right next to you:
2. I kissed you:
3. I lived next door to you:
4. I started smoking:
5. I was hospitalized:
6. I was drunk:
7. I hugged you:
8. I asked you to leave:
9. I asked you out:

What do you think about my?
10. Personality:
11. Eyes:
12. Hair:
13. Body:

Would you?
14. Be my friend?
15. Keep a secret if I told you one?
16. Kiss me?
17. Go on a date with me?
18. Keep in touch?
19. Date me?
20. Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
21. lick my cheek?
22. miss me if we went out then broke up?
23. dance with me?
24. let me make you breakfast?
25. tap me on the ass?
26. help me with homework?
27. tickle me to death?
28. let me tickle you?
29. stick up for me if i was being put down?
30. caress my body?
31. play strip poker with me?
32. say yes if i asked you out?
33. let me wear your pants?
34. get wasted with me?
35. instant message me?
36. greet me in public?
37. hang out with me?
38. bring me around your friends?

Have you ever?
38.. Lied to make me feel better?
39. Wanted to kiss me?
40. Wanted to bite me?
41. Kept something important from me?
42. Wanted to cuddle with me?

Do you...
43. think im cute?
44. think im hot?
45. want to kiss me?
46. want to cuddle with me?
47. want to hook up with me?

Are we...
48. acquaintances?
49. friends?
50. in a relationship?
51. gonna have kids?


Am I...
52. smart?
53. cute?
54. funny?
55. cool?
56. lovable?
57. adorable?
58. compassionate?
59. annoying?
60. great to be with?
61. attractive?
62. mean?
63. odd?


Have you ever...
64. thought about me?
65. thought there might be an "us"?
66. thought about hookin' up with me?
67. found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
68. wished i were there?
69. grabbed me?
70. had a crush on me?
71. idolized me?
72. wanted my number?
73. had a dream about me?
74. been distracted by me?


Are you...
75. happy you know me?
76. mad at me?
77. thinkin' bout me?
78. going to repost this in your journal so that i will return the favor?

Sunday, February 3, 2013

CherBear's Reflect/Aspiration - Jan.'13/Feb.'13




Happy February - Well more importantly; Happy Super Bowl?

Either way; not really much to cover - its been a week & I really can't say much of what I did. Why? Well I'll start at the beginning.

The end of January; was alright. I'm currently working on messing around with Manga Studio. Working on some project stuff because of some contests that are going down.

While working on all of this ... I ended up catching a cold.

Yes, I've been sick & recovering for almost a week.

So during the past week; instead of pushing myself to draw more or do anything artsy. To make sure I don't incur anyone's wrath, I decided to rest & yes, I didn't even livestream last Saturday.

How am I now? Recovering - but I am slowly getting there. Currently working on some contest projects before getting back to some requests & other agendas.

I look to do more & work more with manga studio too so hopefully you'll see more comic stuff from me as well.

With that & the Super Bowl XLVII going on; back to....the commercials!

[ I'm a very bad influence ] - Go me?




Taken from iAznX3 @ deviantART --

If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I got a ticket to Hell]

HAVE YOU...

[ ] smoked
[ x ] consumed alcohol
[ x ] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex 
[ x ] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[ ] kissed someone of the same sex 
[ x ] had sex
[ x ] had someone in your room other than family
[ x ] watched porn 
[ ] bought porn  
[ ] tried drugs

TOTAL SO FAR: 6

[ x ] taken painkillers 
[ x ] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[ x ] lied to your parents
[ x ] lied to a friend
[ ] snuck out of the house
[ x ] done something illegal
[ x ] felt hurt  
[ x ] hurt someone
[ x ] wished someone to die
[ x ] seen someone die

TOTAL SO FAR: 15

[ ] missed curfew 
[ x ] stayed out all night
[ ] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[ ] been to a therapist
[ ] received a ticket
[ ] been to rehab
[ x ] dyed your hair
[ x ] been in an accident 
[ x ] been to a club
[ x ] been to a bar

TOTAL SO FAR: 20

[ ] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade
[ x ] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[ ] had a spring break in Florida
[ ] sniffed anything
[ ] wore black nail polish
[ ] wore arm bands 
[ ] wore t-shirts with band names
[ x ] listened to rap
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD

TOTAL SO FAR: 22

[ ] dressed gothic
[ ] dressed girly
[ ] dressed punk
[ ] dressed grunge
[ x ] stole something
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything
[ ] blacked out
[ x ] fainted
[ ] had a crush on a neighbor

TOTAL SO FAR: 24

[ x ] had a crush on a friend
[ x ] been to a concert
[ ] dry-humped someone
[ ] been called a slut
[ x ] called someone a slut
[ ] installed speakers in a car
[ ] broken a mirror
[ x ] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house 
[ ] [ WHAT IS THE QUESTION ]

TOTAL SO FAR: 28

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
[ x ] seen an R-rated movie
[ x ] cruised the mall
[ x ] skipped school
[ ] had surgery
[ x ] had an injury 
[ x ] gone to court
[ x ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping 
[ x ] lied about your age

TOTAL SO FAR: 35

[ x ] owned/rented an apartment/house [ Soon though ]
[ x ] broke the law in the police's presence
[ ] made out with someone who had a GF/BF 
[ ] got in trouble with the police
[ x ] talked to a stranger  
[ x ] hugged a stranger 
[ x ] kissed a stranger 
[ ] rode in the car with a stranger 
[ ] been harassed
[ ] been verbally harassed

TOTAL SO FAR: 40

[ x ] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[ x ] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[ x ] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[ x ] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[ x ] been to a fair
[ ] [ WHAT THE HELL ]
[ ] drank and drove
[ ] prank-called someone
[ x ] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex 
[ x ] cheated on a test

GRAND TOTAL: 47