Saturday, February 15, 2014

CherBear's Thoughts: Valentine's Day



First off ...

Happy Valentine's Day ~

I hope everyone had a good Valentine's Day. May you spend it with those you love.

What is love? - Regardless of its joking alternate name of Valentine's Day - Single's Awareness Day. It is; simply, in my humble opinion what love is. It doesn't necessarily have to be a romantic intimate love as I imagine many would, but a love that would be in many forms. Friendship & family, platonic to that extent...various forms that people tend to forget that can be equally important & sufficient...depending who you are. So hopefully with that in mind...that you have had a good Valentine's Day.

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This is a lil bit past the halfway point of a short month & things are okay for now. Life is still a bit stagnant but I've been either playing on my 3DS or working on artwork. Other than that, I really can't express any distress that you haven't heard about. I hope to continue to improve my life this 2014. I've seen others slowly start to run into some luck...how much more until it is my turn? I dunno, I am trying not to become too dark emotionally & try to be positive but still...its hard when I can't see any signs of positive moments coming soon but I am trying...so for now I will continue to keep creating. Be well folks! Until next time.

CherBear's Thoughts: Llama for llama ~


Well ever since ...

I joined the dAHub & participated in Give A Llama & Get A Llama - I've finally happily achieved 500 llamas. 

Special thanks to jadersol @ deviantART for giving me one. 

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Continue on giving & getting a llama deviantART folks.

Journal Meme: 7 out of 7 - Long Q/A?



Taken from lightningshinobi @ deviantART --

1. Name: Cher
2. Nickname(s): CherBear
3. Birthday: September 20th
4. That makes you: Strange
5. Where were you born: Manila
6. Location right now: San Diego
7. Shoe size: 7 1/2
8. How many piercings?: Two
9. Tattoos?: N/A
10. When you wake up you're: Feeling groggy.
11. When your about to sleep you're: Feeling sleepy.
12. Zodiac sign: Virgo
13. Chinese sign: Hmm...
14. Righty or Lefty: Righty
15. Innie or Outie: Innie
16. School: Indefinite student of life?

Section Two: Looks

17. Nationality: Filipina
18. Hair colour: Black
20. Weight: Mass
21. Height:  5'ish?
22. Braces? Nope.
23. Glasses? Yep.

Section Three: Private Life

24. Do you have a boy/girlfriend? Sure?
25. If so, who? Not sure if its my sketchbook or pencil?
26. If not, do you have a crush on someone? Sounds painful.
27. Who has a crush on you? Who knows.
28. Ever cheated on your bf/gf? Before.
29. Who was your first kiss: Some guy.
30. Who was your last kiss: Some guy.
31. Are you a virgin? Say what?
32. Ever had a threesome before? Huh?
33. If you could have sex with anyone, who would that be? I don't know, honestly.
34. Have you ever been in love? Define "in love"
35. Broken any hearts? Yes.
36. Got your heart broken? Yes.
37. Ever liked a friend? Yes.
38. What happened? They never knew of course.

Section Four: Past Relationships

39. How many relationships have you been in: I forget.
40. How many were serious enough to count: I forget.
41. Who were those serious ones: I forget.
42. Funnest hook-ups: Uh...not sure if it was funny.
43. What made them different: Not sure.
44. What happened: Can't elaborate.
45. Best boy/girlfriend: Uh...say what?
46. Worst boy/girlfriend: Hmm...none of'em.
47. Ever been kissed: Yep.
48. Who do you want back: None.
49. Who do you regret: None.
50. Why?: There's no reason?

Section Five: Favourites

51. Song: You
52. Movie: Serendipity
53. Food: Surf & turf.
54. Drink: Madori sour.
55. Store: Spencer's
56. Television show: Person of Interest.
57. Holiday: Christmas.
58. Book: The Hobbit
59. Ice cream: Chocolate Malted Crunch.
60. Sweets: Nutella
61. Crisps: Love Letters.
62. Type of music: Varies on moods.
63. Artist: Da Vinci
64. Word: Yo
65. Time of day: Evening
66. Dressing: Blue Cheese
67. Alcoholic drink: Madori Sour?
68. Colour(s): Blue.
69. Piece of clothing: Whichever is comfortable.
70. Character: What kind of character?
71. Smell: Baked chocolate chip cookies.
72. Shampoo: Head and shoulders Green Apple.
73. Soap: Dunno.
74. Smiley: :)
75. Board game: Monopoly.
76. Sport: Volleyball
77. Number: 13
78. Quote: "The world spins on dreamers."
79. Animal: Bears
80. Actor: Ewan McGregor
82. Vegetable: Potato?
83. Fruit: Strawberry.
84. Place to be: Warm and safe.
85. Thing in your room: Anime plushies.
86. Gum: Doesn't matter.
87. Shape: Circles.
88. Country: Doesn't matter.
89. Mall: Not any in particular?
90. Car: Muscle Cars...not any in particular.
91. Boy's name: Michael
92. Girl's name: Serendipity.
93. Family member: Some family?
94. Restaurant: Varies due to mood.
95. Movie place: Doesn't matter really?
96. Person to go to the movies with: Friends or family.
97. Noise: Rain.
98. Brand of shoe: Comfortable shoes?
99. Brand of clothing: Comfortable clothes?
100. Body part of a chicken: Thighs.
101. Swear word: Uh what?
102. Month: July.
103. Possession: My sketchbook
104. Team: Padres or Chargers
105. Season: Summer or Fall
106. Radio station: Varies?
107. Magazine: N/A
108. Favourite grade: Huh?
109. Least favourite grade: What?
110. Teacher: Forgot his name.
111. Least favourite teacher: Not sure?
112. Subject: Art.
113. Subject to talk about: Video games & anime?

Section Six: Family

114. Who's your mum?: A wonderful woman.
115. Who's your dad?: A guy lost in circumstances.
116. Any step-parents?: No?
117. Any brothers?: Half brother.
118. Any Sisters?: Half sister.
120. Coolest: Huh?
121. Loudest: Dunno.
122. Best relative: All of'em.
123. Worse relative: None of'em.
124. Do you get along with your parents? Before no, now I understand.
125. With your siblings? Can't say I've had one, trying to start one w/ one.
126. Does anyone understand you? Few people.
127. Do you have any pets?: A dog.
128. If so, what kind and name? Half shi-tzu/chihuahua - Mini
129. If not, what do you want as a pet?:  Huh?
130. Can I be a part of your family? Depends?

Section Seven: School

131. Are you still in school? Technically yes.
132. Did you drop out?: No.
133. Your current GPA: 3.0?
134. Do you buy or bring lunch?: Bring lunch.
135. ABC's?: 1 2 3?
136. Favorite class: Art class.
137. Play any sports at school?: No.
138. Are you popular?: I don't think so.
139. Favourite memory: Hanging out with friends.
140. Most humiliating moment: Don't recall.
141. Most funniest moment: Don't remember.
142. Most scared moment: Public speaking/presentations.

Section Eight: What do you think of when you hear

145. Chicken: Fried.
146. Dog: Fluffy.
147. Christina Aguilera: Singing.
148. Ricky Martin: Shaking.
149. 50 cent: 2 quarters.
15o. Poop: Whut?
151. Beach: Sunsets.
152. Desert: Warm.
153. Water: Reflections.
154. Osama: What?
155. Love: Undefined.
156. Your little brother: I have one?
157. Butt: Round.
158. Clowns: Funny.
159. Wonder: Unbelievable.
16o. Brown: Tan.
161. Banana: Monkey
162. Sex: Misunderstood.
163. Parents: Importance.
164. Homosexuals: Different orientation.
165. God: What about it?

Section Nine: Do you believe in

166. God: A mystery.
167. Heaven: In general.
168. Devil: In drawings.
169. Hell: Lived everyday.
170: Boogy man: Dancing.
171. Closet Monsters: What closet?
172. Fortune tellings: Unexplained plausibilities.
173. Magic: Of course! 
174. Love at first sight: Different for each person.
175. Ghosts: Ethereal beliefs
176. Voo-doo dolls: Would like to own one.
177. Reincarnation: Not entirely farfetched.
178. Yourself: I try to.

Section Ten: Do you

179. Smoke: No.
180. Do drugs: Pain killers.
181. Drink alcohol: Yes.
182. Cuss: Depends.
183. Sing in the shower: Not often.
184. Like school: Sometimes.
185. Want to get married: Sure?
186. Type with all of your fingers: Technically? No.
187. Think you're attractive: No.
188. Drink and drive: No.
189. Snore: Been told I do.
190. Sleep walk: No.
191. Like watching sunrises and sunsets: No.

Section Eleven: Have you ever

192. Flashed someone: No.
193. Gotten so drunk til you threw up everywhere: No.
194. Told that person how you felt: Yes.
195. Been arrested: No.
196. Gone to jail or juve: Yes?
197. Skateboarded: No.
198. Skinny dipped: No.
199. Rock climbed: No.
200. Killed someone: No.
201. Watched porn: Sure?
202. Gone on a road trip: Yes.
203. Went out of the country: Yes.
204. Talked back to an adult: Yes.
205. Broken a law: In theory.
206. Got pulled over: Not yet.
208: Cried to get out of trouble: Before?
209. Let a friend cry on your shoulder: Yes.
210. Kissed a brother's or sister's friend: No
211. Kissed a friend's brother or sister: No
212. Dropped something on the floor and let someone eat it anyways: No.
213. Moon someone: No.
214. Shop-lifted: Yes.
215. Worked at McDonald's: No.
216. Eaten a dog: No.
217. Give money to a homeless person: Yes.
218. Glued your hand to yourself: Yes.
219. Kissed someone of the same sex: No.
220. Had a one night stand: No.
221. Smoked: No.
222. Done drugs: Pain killers sure?
223. Lose a friend because of your ex: No.
224. Slap someone for being stupid: No.
225. Had cyber sex: Say what?
226. Wish you were the opposite sex: No.
227. Caught someone doing something: Yes.
228. Played a game that removes clothing: No.
229. Cried during a movie: Yes.
230. Cried over someone: Yes.
231. Wanted to hook up with a friend: No.
232. Hooked up with someone you barely met: No.
233. Ran away from home: No.
234. Cheated on a test: Yes.

Section Twelve: Would you

235. Bungee jump: No.
236. Sky dive: No.
237. Swim with dolphins: Yes.
238. Steal a friend's bf or gf: No.
239. Try to be the opposite sex: No.
240. Lie to the police: Depends.
241. Run from the police: Depends.
242. Lie to your parents: Depends.
243. Backstab a friend for your own well being: No.
244. Be an exotic dancer: No.
245.  Bang a donkey for 1, 000, 000: No.

Section Thirteen: Are you

246. Shy: Yes
247. Loud: No.
248. Nice: Yes.
249: Outgoing: No.
250: Quiet: Yup
251. Mean: No.
252. Emotional: Yes.
253. Sensitive: Yes
254. Gay: No.
255. Strong: No.
256. Weak: Yes
257. Caring: Yes.
258. Dangerous: No.
259. Crazy: Possibly.
260. Spontaneous: Sometimes...
261. Funny: Possibly.
262. Sweet: Possibly.
263. Sharing: Possibly.
264. Responsible: No.
265. Trustworthy: Yes.
266. Open-minded: I try.
267. Creative: I try.
268. Cute: I try.
269. Slick: No.
270. Smart: Sometimes.
271. Dumb: No.
272. Evil: No.
273. Ghetto: No.
274. Classy: I try.
275. Photogenic: I don't think I am.
276. Dependable: I try.
277. Greedy: ...sometimes
278. Ugly: I think I am.
279. Messy: Sometimes.
280. Neat: No.
281. Perverted: I could be.
282. Silly: Yes.
283. A B****: No.
284. A Good Listener: Yes
285. A Fighter: No.
286. A Party Animal: No.
287. A Game Freak: Yes.
288. A Computer Freak: Sorta.

Section Fourteen: Future

289. Dream job: Manga artist.
290. Dream house: Two-story home
291. Husband/Wife: Sure?
292. Kids: Why not?
293. Names: What of them?
294. Pets: Dog
295. Car: Depends.
296. Age you would want to get married: When it's appropriate
297. Best Man/Bride's Maid: Dunno.
298. Honeymoon: Not sure?

Section Fifteen: Your friends

299. Best friend: Someone near by.
300. Known the longest: My best friend.
301. Craziest: One of my friends sure.
302. Loudest: That depends.
303. Shyest: Me.
304. Best hair: Dunno.
305. Best eyes: Dunno.
306. Best body: Dunno.
307. Most Athletic: Dunno.
308. Hot-Tempered: Dunno.

309. Most impatient: Dunno.

310. Shortest: Dunno.
311. Tallest: Dunno.
312. Skinniest: Dunno.
313. Best singer: Dunno.
314. Funniest: Dunno.
315. Can always make you laugh: Dunno.
316. Wish you talked to more: Doesn't matter.
317. Wish you saw more: Everyone! 
318. Who drives you insane after a while: Dunno.
319. Who you can stay around forever and never get sick of: Depends.
320. Ever lose a friend because you took it to the 'next level': Huh?
321. Whose always been there when you need them: I can name someone.
322. Who is like your family: Those I consider close?
323. How many friends do you have?: Dunno.
324. How many are really close? Dunno.

Section Sixteen: The last

325. Thing you ate: Carne Asada Fries.
326. Thing you drank: Horchata
327. Thing you wore: Blouse & jeans.
328. Thing you did: Went out.
329. Place you went: Mexican food restaurant?
330. Thing you got pierced or tattooed: Ears.
331. Person you saw: My cousin.
332. Person you hugged: My cousin.
333. Person you kissed: Huh?
334. Person you had sex with: What?
335. Person you talked to online: MiloticBear
336. Person you talked to on the phone: My cousin.
337. Song you heard: One of the songs from MLP (recent episode)
338. Show you saw: Doctor Who
339. Time you fought with your parents: Its been 7 years.
340. Time you fought with a friend: Dunno.
341. Words you said: Take care.

Section Seventeen: Now

343. What are you eating: Nothing
344. What are you drinking: Nothing
345. What are you thinking: This is long...
346. What are you wearing: Pajamas.
347. What are you doing: Filling this out while watching Doctor Who.
349. Hair: Tied up in a ponytail.
350. Mood: Content.
351. Listening to: Watching/listening to Doctor Who
352. Talking to anyone: No one
353. Watching anything: Doctor Who

Section Eighteen: Yes or No

354. Are you a vegetarian: No
355. Are you a carnivore: Yes?
356. Are you heterosexual: Huh?
357. Do you like penguins: Sure?
358. Do you write poetry: I have.
359. Do you see stupid people: Yes.
360. You + Me: Huh?
361. Do you like the Osbournes: Dunno.
362. Can you see flying pigs: In cartoons?
363. Do you sleep with stuffed animals on your bed: Yes.
364. Are you from Afghanistan: No.
365. Is Christina Aguilera ugly: She's changed...
366. Are you a zombie: No
367. Am i annoying you: No
368. Do you bite your nails: Before.
369. Can you cross your eyes: No
370. Do you make your bed in the morning: No
371. Have you touched someone's private part: Huh?

Section Nineteen: This or That

372. Winter or Summer: Summer
373. Spring or Autumn: Autumn
374. Shakira or Britney: Shakira
375. MTV or VH1: VH1
376. Black or White: Gray?
377. Yellow or Pink: Yellow?
378. Football or Basketball: Football.
379. Mobile Phone or Pager: Mobile phone
380. Pen or Pencil: Pencil
381. Cold or Hot: Depends
382. Tattoos or Piercings: Piercings
383. Inside or Outside: Inside
384. Weed or Alcohol: Alcohol
385. Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi
386. Tape or Glue: Tape
387. McDonald's or In-n-Out: Depends.

Section Twenty: Opinions

388. What do you think about classical music: Nice to listen to.
389. About boy bands: Changes every generation.
390. About suicide: A cry for help.
391. About people who try to force their opinions on you: Never a fan.
392. About teen pregnancy: Too spontaneous.
393. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years: Can't predict that far ahead...I'll end up disappointed.
394. Who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: Depends.
395. About gay men: Whatever?

Section Twenty-One:

396. Do you have a website: Use to.
397. Current weather right now: Sunny
398. Current time: 9:45 pm
399. Any shout outs: Nope
400. Last thoughts: Its peaceful.

Journal Meme: 6 out of 7 - Another Stolen Moment



Taken from cadaverr @ deviantART --

1. Think you can handle the love questions on this quiz?
Who knows?

2. OK, for starters, are you in love with someone right now?
Yes?

3. Have you ever been in love?
Yes?

4. If your not in love, stop taking this quiz right now. If you are, with who?
Family, friends, love ones?

5. Your current relationship status.
Spoken for by my pencil & sketchbook! Hehe...

6. How much or how little are you in love?
Its unmeasurable?

7. Ever had a boy/girlfriend?
Yes.

8. Ever plan on getting married?
Hmm...

9. Last person you kissed?
My pillow!

10. Last person you hugged?
My body pillow ~

11. If you were locked in a room with someone you loved, what would you two do?
I'd nap?

12. Ever experienced love at first sight?
Hmm...before?

13. When do you think about your love the most often?
Varies from time to time.

14. Honestly, does your love know your in love with them?
Yes.

15. If your love died or moved away, how would you react?
I'd be devastated, its already happened once with someone else.

16. Would you ever want to marry him/her?
Sure?

17. Ever thought of having kids with him/her?
Why not?

18. List all the people you've ever been crushing on.
I don't remember...sorry I keep things where they belong, in the past.

19. List all the cartoon characters you've ever been crushing on.
What?

20. List all the celebrities you've ever been crushing on.
Hmm....no clue really.

21. Last person of the opposite sex (besides family) you thought about?
Moo....

22. Most embarrassing moment in front of your current love.
Not really sure...

23. Are you a boy or a girl?
Girl?

24. Are you in love with a boy or girl?
Huh....not sure?

25. Most romantic moment you've experienced.
Plenty to pick from but still too many in the future to be yet experienced?

26. Ever lost some one you loved? (besides family)
I thought I mentioned that?

27. Ever had your heart broken?
Yep.

28. Was this quiz too personal?
Yeah, but was I outright truthful?

Journal Meme: 5 out of 7 - 15/72 Fears Revisited



Taken from BlakMajyc @ deviantART --

I figured...why not, it might have changed since last time?

You're afraid of:
[ x ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ x ] closed spaces
[ x ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] flowers or other plants
So far: 3

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ x ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[ x ] failure
[ ] success
[ x ] thunder/lightning 
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ x ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
So far: 7

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ x ] crossing hanging bridges
[ x ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed 
[ x ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people 
[ ] men 
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
So far: 10

[ ] hurricanes
[ x ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[ x ] becoming blind
[ x ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
So far: 13

[ x ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals 
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs 
[ ] the welcome mat
[ x ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets
So far: 15

If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it I'm afraid of _ out of 72 common fears

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling
If you get more than 20, you're paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.

Journal Meme: 4 out of 7 - The Tagless Revisited ~



Taken from Seoul-Mate @ deviantART --

RULE 1: POST THE RULES.
Huh?!?

My Questions:
1. Do you like metallic looking things or shinny things better?
Huh? What's the difference?

2. What size USB do you have (if you have one at all)
Pick one? I have a few?

3. If I were to look through your text messages, what do you think my reaction would be?
"Cute..."

4. What came first, a dog or a cat-*slapped*. But no seriously, what came first?
Dog

5. Do you normally rp as paragraph or script or both?
Both.

6. If you could write your own manga with yo amazing skillz what would it be called and what would it be about?
Probably have one that I won't discuss at the moment.

7. When I say MOUSE, do you think of a computer mouse or an actual mouse?
rat!? where?!

8. Do you draw with pen and paper traditionally, digitally with a mouse, or digitally with a tablet, or other?
All of the above?

9. Have you seen the Walking Dead????????
Not really no.

10. Are you hungry right now?
No, not really.

11. If you could meet one of your online friends in real life, would you?
Of course.

Bypassing the rules too ~

Journal Meme: 3 out of 7 - Confessions



Taken from RieWiggles @ deviantART --

Rules:
-Post 5 Confessions.
-No Lying or Cheating.
-Tag at least three others. LOLNOPE.
-Give and Example.

Confession #1: I've always second guess my abilities & capabilities. Browsing through other threads & seeing other artwork, I always seem to feel a bit detached or lose steam in wanting to draw myself.

Confession #2: I unintentionally become a little bit of a hypocrite. From time to time when I do talk bad about something & swear I wouldn't do it; looking back or thinking back I found myself that I've done it too.

Confession #3: Trying to live life without regrets. Mainly because since I still harbor regrets & miss important people in my life.

Confession #4: Trying to watch as much anime as I can is no easy feat. I've been recommended to watch anime, I try but sometimes if the premise or the character doesn't catch my attention - I either try to drag it out & hope it gets better or I'm just ultimately disappointed in the end.

Confession #5: Regardless of my happy & cheery attitude, I've been having my highs & lows for a while. I guess perhaps even though I try to be upbeat, I still have low & dark moments that may or could drive friendships away unintentionally.

Journal Meme: 2 out of 7 - Huh?!



Taken from AdmiralMaggot @ deviantART -- 

1. A hickey.
2. A second chance.
3. Sex.
4. A kiss.
5. A short-term relationship.
6. Friendship.
7. To chill.
8. To cuddle.
9. A long-term relationship.
10. A good laugh.
11. An apology.
12. A hug.
13. To be my Valentine.
14. Simply to be mine.
15. To marry you
16. To fight
17. To do one thing for you.
18. To cross dress anyway you want, for one day.
19.  To answer a question honestly

Journal Meme: 1 out of 7 - Kissu



Taken from Petals-on-the-floor @ deviantART --

Everyone has at least one person on deviantART who would LOVE to kiss you. So.. repost this to find out who would want to kiss you and WHERE they would like to kiss you? Even if your taken do this!

1- Cheek

2- Neck

3- Lips

4- Make-Out

5- Naughty Places

6- Skip The Kisses, Straight To Bed

7- Other____________