CherBear's Thoughts: End of the Year Wrap-Up

So .. the end of 2013 is quickly approaching & well I guess I have plenty to talk about & wrap up.

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Fair warning: Plenty to talk about so if you wish to hear the rantings of a crazy bear by all means enjoy. Hopefully its not too long.

First off, hope everyone had a wonderful Merry Christmas. With New Year approaching, if I don't say much after 2014, then Happy 2014 New Year.

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So I've come to the conclusion that I had been busy ever since the end of the Halloween. I've been trying to fix my schedule with the whole holiday season that's been going on. I tried to & made adjustments but it hasn't helped much but with the holiday season winding down, I hope that everything will slow down & I can find some sort of normal pace. 

In-between all this: I managed to indulge in a lil bit. What would that be? Doctor Who. After watching the Name of the Doctor, finally the Day of the Doctor showed & then finally the Time of the Doctor. Overall, I still haven't gotten over it but I've been enjoying it. Now the wait for the 12th Doctor...13th?...oops did I anger anyone out there for that statement. Either way, its a long way until 2014 when we get to watch the new Doctor in action.

As for my holidays, it has been blessed. Hanging out with family & relatives, after my revelation this year, I've been slowly starting to heal but sadly with the expense over a tragedy. 

On top of the good moments, the highs & lows, the lows? well ... flooding & odd misfortunate moments, I am trying to keep an optimistic outlook. Same with still trying to find work but like many things & other local friends, its difficult to find stable work. Did I mention ... my twitter account got compromised too? Thankfully that got fixed ... bad joke, anyone want parkas? Ha ha ... oi. Anyways!

With these highs & lows throughout this interesting 2013 ~ overall, I really can't complain.

So with 2014 -- I will keep with the positive outlook. 

What will I try to do with this upcoming year?

- More artwork.

I'll elaborate with the New Year as my attempted resolutions. As for now I'll keep up with at least my traditional artwork & post them up on my instagram. For now, I wish a Happy 2014 New Year. 

Journal Meme: 4 out of 4 - My life is 75% Happy

Taken from Seoul-Mate @ deviantART --

[x] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[ ] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard
Total: 5

[x] You dress how you want to.
[ ] You hang out with friends more than once a week.
[x] There is a computer/ laptop in your room.
[x] You have never been beaten up.
[x] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[ ] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert.
Total: 12


[x] You have over 50 friends on Facebook.
[x] Your parents let you have a Facebook.
[ ] You get allowance.
[x] You collect something normal.
[ ] You look forward to going to school.
[ ] You don't wish you were someone else.
[ ] You play a sport.
[ ] You do something after school.
Total: 15

[x] You own a car.
[ ] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[ ] You are happy with your appearance.
[ ] You aren't self-conscious at all.
[ ] You have never got a failing grade in your life.
[x] You have friends.
Total: 17

[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about so many people.
[x] You are happy with your life.
[x] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to 5 songs
[ ] You don't have any enemies
[x] You are a generally nice person
Total: 25

GRAND TOTAL: 25
Now count your numbers and multiply by three.

Then title this journal "My life is 75% Happy"

Journal Meme: 3 out of 4 - Favorites

Taken from AdmiralMaggot @ deviantART --

1. Favorite Show? Person of Interest, Big Bang Theory etc.
2. Favorite Animal? Bear
3. Favorite Dog Breed? Pembroke Welsh Corgi.
4. Favorite Food? Sushi or my favorite desserts.
5. Favorite Candy? Milk chocolate.
7. Favorite Drink? Madori Sour
8. Favorite Fish Breed? The edible ones.
9. Favorite Cat Breed? Haven't leaned on a favorite one yet.
10. Favorite Song? Varies at the moment.
11. Favorite Band? At the moment, can't decide.
12. Favorite Drawing Artist? Can't pick.
13. Favorite Movie? Not sure ... sorry.
14. Favorite Game? Depends on the mood.
15. Favorite Game System? My PC.
16. Favorite Hair Color?  Uh dunno?
17. Favorite Eye Color?  What?
18. Favorite Color?  Blue.
19. Favorite Book?  No favorite book at the moment.
20. Favorite School Subject?  Art.
21. Favorite Kind Of Shirt?  Soft and comfy.
22. Favorite Kind Of Pants? Sweats.
23. Favorite Vacation Place? A quiet place.
24. Favorite Dessert? Sanza Cake.
25. Favorite Restaurant? RB Sushi.
26. Favorite Fast Food?  Jack in the Box.
27. Favorite Clothing Store? No favorites there.
28. Favorite Pet Store? Petsmart?
29. Favorite Celebrity?  I have no favorites there.
30. Favorite Person?  Hmm good question.

Journal Meme: 2 out of 4 - Tagless Tag

Taken from MarinaThePanda @ deviantART --

1. Hey, guess what? I LOVE GORILLAZ! DO YOU LOVE GORILLAZ?! If yes, Favorite song and favorite character?

I do. Song & character? Well that's a tough question.

 

2. Do you think MLP is for little kids?

Old MLP? Sure, new MLP? Not only for little kids.

 

3. Cats or Dog?! Choose ONLY one...

Dogs.

 

4. If you had a superpower, what would it be?

Psychic.

 

5. Do you play SSBB? (Super Smash Bros. Brawl) If yes, Favorite character, Favorite stage, Favorite enemy, and favorite trophy?

Yes, goodness I can't answer all that.

 

6. Favorite anime? Worst anime? Don't watch anime?

Favorite anime up to date - SAO. Worse anime? Those that have a bad reset.

 

7. Marry, Kiss, or kill... Honey Boo boo's Mom, Justin Bieber, Miley Cyrus?

Honey boo boo's mom - who?

Justin Bieber - why?

Miley Cyrus - eh?

 

8. Favorite song in the world?

That tends to change from time to time.

 

9. Would you live next door to REALLY loud people who are nice or quiet people who are REALLY mean?

Loud people that are nice.

 

10. Are you in love with someone who doesn't exist..? It's ok... I am! ^^

Hmm ...

Journal Meme: 1 out of 4 - Honesty Moment

Taken from ChibiToothless @ deviantART -- 

Hello ~

If you don't like me.........Delete Me/unwatch me
If you think I'm nice.........Hug me
If you think I'm a good friend.........Comment on this journal
If you ever liked me.........Comment with a rose
If you like/love me now.........Note me a ♥ I won't tell
If you want to date me.........Note me a <3 br="" i="" t="" tell="" won="">If you are brave.........Put this in your journal

Don't be scared to say the truth, its okay ♥

CherBear's Thoughts: Little Changes

So I wanted to enlighten folks with some little changes I am leaning towards. 

Over on my sticky thread: http://forums.redbana.com/showthread.php?t=187 I've been making changes; relink pictures, sorting pictures & uploading pictures. After some censoring, I had caught some links don't load properly anymore.

As for livestream: I am definitely leaning towards moving Saturday night livestream to Friday nights now. 

Not to mention; I do apologize for not replying back to the messages I do have on deviantART. Ever since Halloween, my timing & scheduling has just been off. 

On and off throughout December I'll be seeing how Fridays are gonna look for livestream drawings & gaming. Other than that, I'm still working on my art when I can & try to set a solid schedule for the new year on top of everything else I am still looking, places I want to go to, trying to do & all the in-betweens that I found myself wrapped in. 

CherBear's Thoughts: A Bad Start to December

So December didn't really start off that great for me...

but before I go into that, I want to wish everyone Happy Holidays & a belated Happy Thanksgiving. I hope everyone celebrated well, ate lots & spent time with good people. I had a good Thanksgiving & spent it with good company.

As for my ordeal, my typical routine of doing laundry went horribly awry. It started off okay. Made myself dinner, gave my dog a bath, cleaned up kitchen, started doing laundry. 1st load went fine, 2nd load ... *sigh* I went back downstairs to find my whole 1st floor flooded & I mean the whole first floor. I ran into the garage, shut off the water valve & called my roommates to let them know what happened. There was maybe half an inch of water? Maybe less but still it was really bad. This has been the 4th incident, this has happened before, 1 other time upstairs from my bathroom & the fridge...out of all those times, this was the worse. Honestly, I still have that lingering guilt. Currently, there's industrial fans & dehumidifiers littered all over the floor. Home insurance was contacted & now its a hopefully quick repair of the first floor. 3-4hrs of sucking up & mopping up water 2-3hrs of moving things out of the closets that had carpet. Either way, ugh, still just not a good start.

Talking to @MiloBear I've come to a realization that my time has been mismanaged & I've been literally all over the place. Whether it was one thing or another, pen & paper roleplay, meet ups, anime screenings, visiting family, hanging out with family, I guess its due to the holidays but still. 

My art? Doing a little more, planning to reschedule my livestream & participate in more contests if time allows it.

My gaming? Casual, nothing has changed too much other than meeting more gamer friends.

Rest of the month? I hope to continue to help with this whole flood fiasco on the 1st floor, other than that, look for work still, hang out with family during the holidays & that's it, I hope. But with how the month started & not knowing the wild factors, I just hope that the rest of the month goes better.

Journal Meme: 3 out of 3 - Quiz!

Taken from Seoul-Mate @ deviantART -

1. Which game would you rather be trapped in, Slender or Cry of Fear?
Cry of Fear.

2. Would you rather have creepy dolls staring at you or cute dolls staring at you?
Cute dolls.

3. If you could have any kind of superpower what would it be?
Time control.

4. What country would you like to visit?
Japan.

5. Which do you like more the real world or your world?
My world.

6. Do you like Yaoi/Yuri?
Sure?

7. Gangnam Style or The Harlem Shake?
Either or?

8. Do you like Fanfics?
If they are good.

9.What genre of music do you like?
That varies.

10. If you could a spend a whole day with any youtuber who would it be?
Eh, don't really care?

11. Do you like Disney movies?
Yes.

12. Which element(s) is your favorite?
Iron.

13. Would you rather be in a haunted forest or a haunted house?
Haunted house, at easier way to find my way out.

14. Do you believe in ghosts?
Yes.

15. My Little Pony or Care Bears?
Care Bears.

16. Would you rather be a famous actor/actress or a famous YouTuber?
Is it possible to do both?

17.  You meet a famous (YouTuber, actor, singer, etc.) what do you say/do?
Say hello.

18.  Are you a dog person or a cat person?
Dog.

19. Do you like horror games?
Depends.

20. Do you like pie?
Yes.

21. Who would you rather be chased by the Grudge Girl or Slenderman?
Grundge girl.

Journal Meme: 2 out of 3 - More Random Meme

Taken from AdmiralMaggot @ deviantART -

1. Do you sleep in your underwear?
And other clothes too!

2. Do you sleep with socks on?
No.

3. Would you rather sleep alone or with someone else?
Someone else.

4. Do you enjoy drama?
Not really, yet it always seems to find me.

5. Are you a manly-man?
Uh no?

6. Who was the last person you hugged?
Technically, my sis?

7. Can you commit
Yes.

8. Are you short?
I think I am.

9. Do you like somebody?
Of course.

10. Does your Facebook password have to do with a girl?
No.

11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
Of course I care.

12. Do you think you're alone sometimes?
Yep.

13. Do you dress up on Halloween?
Yes.

14. Are you double jointed?
No.

15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
Small space inbetween all this camping supplies in the back of a truck.

16. Have you touched/smacked someone else's butt in the past 24 hours?
Not really.

17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
Probably.

18. Do you call anybody by their last name?
No.

19. How many girls will read this just because it says "Guy Confessions"?
What?

20. check of those that apply:
[ ] A girl once forced me to wear makeup.
[x] I have cried in a movie theater.
[x] I prefer boxers over briefs.
[x] I get jealous.
[ ] I think Lady Gaga is sexy :iconohgodwhyplz:
[ ] I like death/grind/black metal. Death Metal like Amon Amarth, yes. Mostly normal metal though.
[x] I like rap. (When it's good like ICP or Public Enemy)
[x] I like techno.
[x] I like country.
[x] I carry a laptop bag.
[x] I'd be lost without my computer.
[x] I enjoy watching football. (Sometimes)
[ ] I've never been called a spoiled brat.
[ ] Girls are confusing.

21. What color is your underwear that your wearing?
Green ~

22. Do you prefer light or dark haired girls?
Eh OH this is a guys thing, oh well, dark haired girls!

23. Are you currently frustrated with a girl?
Sure.

24. What's one thing a girl can do to make you like them?
Be themselves.

25. Do you have a best friend?
Yes.

26. Have you ever broken up with someone?
Yes.

27. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
No.

28. Do you like your life?
Yep, cuz it could be worse ...

29. Where did you go today?
No where today.

30. Has one of your friends ever stolen a girlfriend from you?
Uh sure?

31. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
No.

32. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
Strangely its in the middle.

33. How long have you had a facebook?
Too long?

34. Have you ever been slapped in the face by a girl?
No.

35. What are your biggest fears?
 Heights.

36. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yes.

37. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
It has happened.

38. Do you believe in the saying "once a cheater, always a cheater"?
No.

39. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
Yeah.

40. Do you ever wish you were famous?

Hmm ...

41. Are you currently missing someone?
Always do, ever since 2007.

42. Cowboy or Gangster?

Cowboy

43. Preppy or Punk?
Doesn't matter.

44. Face or Body?
Can I opt for a 3rd option?

45. Good cook or take you out a lot?
Cook.

46. Sweet or sexy?
Sweet IS sexy.

47. Armani or Abercrombie?
Eh?

48. Contacts or glasses?
Glasses.

49. Have you ever thought you'd marry a girl you've dated?
Huh?!

50. Laidback or Active
Laid back.

Journal Meme: 1 out of 3 - Random Meme

Taken from DesoPL @ deviantART -

1. Choose your favorite OC

2. Answer the questions in character on how you think they'd react!

3. Tag your friends!

Favorite OC: Audition / mStar CherBear ~

1.) Their pet goldfish dies! 

Oh no! Not my lil Dory!

2.) A robber as broken into their house while they are home! 

Eeee leave or I'll call the police!

3.) A random person gives your OC a hug! 

I'd hug them back.

4.) Some idiot has challenged your OC to a bar fight! 

Nooo I'd hide behind my bodyguard.

5.) Your OC has stumbled upon a basket of abandoned, adorable kittens! 

I will take them home ~

6.) Your OC is faced with their worst fear! 

Feeling heartbroken & lonely isn't cool ...

7.) Someone has made your OC's favorite food for dinner! 

Fooooood! Thank you!

8.) Your OC witnesses someone being beaten up and robbed! What does your OC do about it? 

Eep. Time to call the authorities!

9.) Sees a defenseless person being chased by a monster. What does your OC do? 

Is this a movie?

10.) A invading army is setting siege on the city your OC is staying at. What does your OC do? 

Ooo it is a movie!

11.) Your OC sees that their crush or significant other is being Bullied. What do they do about it? 

Oh no one gets to do that to him!

12.) Your OC is dungeon crawling with some friends and ends up falling through a trap door! Your OC then finds themselves in a torture chamber! 

I've seen enough shows to know where this is going ...
13.) Someone has stolen your OC's cookies! 

Nooo my cookies! GET BACK HERE!

14.) Your OC catches their crush or significant other in bed with someone else! ...I give up.

15.) OC's best friend is sick with a cold! 

Time to take care of you!

16.) One of your OC's friends has stolen your OC's clothing while they were taking a bath in a lake! Your OC doesn't have any clothes! 

Oh well, better start walking home.

17.) Its Christmas day and your OC finds coal in their stocking! 

Hmm ... I should have seen this coming.

18.) The Zombies are attacking! 

Lock that door!

19.) Your OC gets handcuffed to their worst enemy! 

So ... how've you been?

20.) Your OC finds themselves in a haunted house! 

How scary!

21.) Your OC has received a nasty flesh wound from battle! 

Owie ...

22.) Someone gross looking is hitting on your OC! 

Aren't you sweet ... but I'm taken.

23.) Someone very important to your OC has just died! 

I need to be alone for awhile ...

24.) Your OC gets challenged to a drinking game! 

Okay!

25.) You get to meet your OC! How would they react to meeting you? 

Hey! Nice to meet you!

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