Tearful Dreams

“Really great people make you feel that you, too, can become great.” - Mark Twain

Unfortunate documentations lead me to this sad dream.

Within a club I was with friend. For some odd reason I had a tag on my back, but it wasn't necessarily a tag but like a thin wallet. I pulled it off, thinking it was a tag. Opening, I saw pictures, pictures of me & my mom. I smiled at all the memories I had & had shared with my mom, but what got to me was her handwriting, just seemingly perfect in my eyes, the words 'I love you'. Throughout the night I was just completely sad, utterly alone, no one couldn't cheer me up, no one couldn't understand where I was coming from. The tears felt so real, so real to a point where I did...I finally woke up.

Only to find myself I was in tears & with a clear memory of that dream. With that lingering feeling of how I still miss her even though its been years.

So for now, to keep my mind preoccupied & stop myself from crying, I find myself drawing again, coloring, but still remembering today's dream. After-all, its been awhile since I've had a good cry, I think I needed this more than I realized.

What if ...

...What do you do?...

The month of June --

So I recovered from my cold & I'm starting to pick up where I left off. Its funny, after recovering, I reflect back on how I'm usually not up with doing anything when I'm sick. Anyways onto the month of June, I have a bit to prepare with Comic Con just over the horizon. While I take care of that, I'm moving forward with my bigger project with Milo. Not forgetting my other obligations, I hope to get this all done & sorted with everything else. Expanding my social networking, picking up & looking back at all the other stuff like facebook, myspace, blogger, twitter, tumblr, deviantart & sheezyart ~ hopefully I can do some other things too. But, for now, one step at a time. As for this deviantART ID & question that is brought, it is a impromptu to the project. The question I ask onto you is ... what would you do?

Thought of the day —

Rarely few & far & in-between …

So the question remains, everything you knew, what you loved now about life & what you were doing. Just as you reach that pinnacle of a moment that you know you want to remember for the rest of your life … you wake up to find that all of it was just a dream … what do you do?

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Well either way … enough of that thought, back to looking over all the stuff that happened on E3.