Happy Chinese New Year!

Greetings & salutations folks - another little mini journal as the end of this month. 

Even though its a little early in my neck of the woods; I would like to wish a Happy Chinese New Year!

Yes I know, it is the year of the horse. 

Be well everyone, celebrate & stay safe out there.

Randomness 101: 3DS Offer - 4 Swords

Figuring I'd share this - 

http://www.nintendo.com/eshop/offers#4swords

Might as well...I mean it's something else to play in-between Pokemon X/Y & Animal Crossing: New Leaf right? Anyways, its for those who are interested. Happy Gaming folks!

CherBear's Thoughts: Chilly Starts ~

The end of the month has approached & the January hasn't been a bad start. Hopefully signs of better things to come.

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Overall: Life has been more & more of me being reflective. I've come to accept some aspects in my life as a specific role to take in my family. Final decisions were made on someone very dear to me & thankfully...it was that compared to a much longer & dreadful possibility that was dodged. Other than that, other family members are looking to go away for a couple of months...hopefully soon & me possibly looking at a trip to the Philippines by the end of this year 2014? Too far for me to even contemplate the possibilities of that. Still more concern with financial odds & ends, looking to improve my life situation, so yes, the job hunt is still slow.

Artistic: So I've been doing my best to keep up with livestream on Fridays, granted less viewers but at the same time ... it really doesn't help that I start really late. I'm figuring out a better time or just livestream throughout the day, EITHER WAY...I'm content with it. I've managed to balance when to work on art with other little things such as video games & MMOs.

Gaming: I've taken a more consistent change to that - taking up a pen & paper rp group that I've slowly found myself a little more accommodating to, its starting to pick up a lil more this year & hopefully see some new ppl by Feb. MMOs though have been hit & miss, unfortunately w/ my partners in crime being ex-communicado for one reason or another (sick...life...w/e?), I've found myself playing more hand held consoles like my 3DS or starting up my Wii. 

Anime: Went to watch Anohana the Movie at selective screenings here in San Diego. I got the signed poster, but unfortunately didn't get the letter. I still want to eventually get around to watching Magical Girl Madoka movie Pt3 & the only anime this Winter season I've been watching is Silver Spoon S2. Fall Anime - wrapped up Outbreak Company which was cute & Miss Monochrome which made me smile. A lot of other animes to backtrack on or I've simply had stopped watching for one weird reason or another...still a long countdown to Sailor Moon being relaunched for July...let's hope its not another push back.

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So granted, I won't point & laugh due to the fact I live in California & everywhere else has been suffering snow, I can only wish those that are dealing with it to stay safe out there. Now, with all the goings of media (that celebrity did what now?), events going on (Give-a-ways!), an era on the tonight show ending (Bye Jay Leno...again...!), Superbowl coming up (In it for the commercials...obviously), Grammys winding down (I missed what happened there...) & everything in-between (going back to bed brb). I haven't forgotten one thing I will say since that day is coming up fairly shortly. Happy Chinese New Year everyone!

Random PSA 2 of 2 - 3DS Fun

As I have mentioned before, been just a lil more enamored with playing 3DS since my dear sis surprised me with a 3DS XL, Pokemon X & Animal Crossing: New Leaf.

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I've finished the story for Pokemon X, now I'm just backtracking to side quests, playing Pokemon Amie, Super Training & collecting ... I've been debating whether or not I want to attempt to try & collect them all again, that usually is a daunting task. It's one of the reasons why I asked in an earlier poll (on deviantART) whether when Poke Bank / Poke Transporter is available for DL whether to transfer all or a good majority of my pokemon from HeartGold to White then to X. 

I finished playing HeartGold, I was casually lvling my pokemon to 100 & been toting around that cute little pokewalker.

I haven't finished White, I stopped just before the Elite Four ... so its not too much of completing it just more so of just finishing it.

I've appreciated the prior story lines from the prior pokemon games, this one hasn't been a let down.

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As for Animal Crossing: New Leaf - I've always enjoyed the game, this just refuels an old addiction that dies every time I reach a plateau of maintenance that I just refuse to continue ~ either way its always fun w/ more friends. (Hence why on occasion I've started up my Animal Crossing: City Folk)

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With all that being said ...

Since I've been taking in more friend codes & have been joining groups (for both Animal Crossing: New Leaf & Pokemon X), I should probably formally put it out there.

If you want to end up adding my friend code; please let me know.

Whether you privately message me or reply to this journal entry. I'm more than happy to play w/ other folks. 

With that being said. Happy gaming everyone!

Random PSA 1 of 2 - Additional Art Com. Accts

So ...

I'll be sorting out my individual thoughts & announcements separate from overall end of the month thoughts.

With failed prior art community accounts ... 

MangaBullet & Anipan (which is a shame, I've lost contact w/ ppl I've made friends there) ... I've signed up to try out Inkr (MangaBullet / Anipan successor I think?) & we'll see if I get into that. 

SheezyArt ... which is still in the long process of getting back online ... 

Was thinking of Drawrawr but after seeing the drama behind that (amusing read but a bit of a headache), I'm having second thoughts & doubt from what I've been reading (Though some of it has been amusing reads.).

I still have Elfwood ... but I haven't uploaded anything & since I'm not a patron, its just a site that's just there.

There's my tumblr but it is but it is also not an art community but I did make that seperate journal just for my art & pics...

With that being said, starting February 1st, I did end up signing up for Weasyl. I've already started posting journal stuff up but I will be posting artwork there. It'll be pretty much artwork I had posted up on my main site (dA...) but we'll see how it'll go. If you're looking to add me there on Weasyl my user is the same as my dA: mscherbear. 

That's it for now ~ take care folks!

Journal Meme: 3 out of 3 - Just another ...

Taken by cadaverr @ deviantART --

1. First thing you wash in the shower?

My body?

2. Are you more of a coffee or alcohol drinker?

Coffee ...

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

Yes?

4. Do you plan outfits?

If I feel like it.

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?

A lil queasy?

6. Whats the closest thing to you thats red?

Coca Cola can.

7. What would you do if you opened your door and saw a dead body?

Poke it!

8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having?

Screeching cat...?

9. Three of your current feelings?

-Apathetic -Thoughtful -Worried

10. What are you craving right now?

Chocolate.

11. Turn ons?

Depends on the mood?

12. Turn offs?

Shallow / Narrow Minded people...

13. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?

Rabbit?

14. When was the last time you cried? Why?

When I went to see the Anohana movie.

15. If you could be a superhero, who would you want to be?

Foresight or telepathy?

16. Did the one person who hurt you most in your life apologize?

No.

17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?

Lick it.

18. Favorite movie ever?

Can't really decide..

19. Do you like yourself?

Usually? Yes.

20. Have you ever met a celebrity?

Yep.

21. Could you handle being in the military?

No.

22. What are you listening to right now?

Pinkie & the Brain episode.

23. How many countries have you visited?

At least 5?

24. Are your parents strict?

No.

25. Would you go sky diving?

No.

26. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush?

Sure?

27. Whats on your mind right now?

Money?

28. Is there anything you want to say to someone?

It's been 7 years ... don't worry, I think I'm a little better now.

29. Have you ever been in a castle?

Yes.

30. Do you rent movies often?

No.

31. Whats your zodiac sign?

Virgo.

32. When was the last time you had sex?

Good question...

33. Name five facts about yourself.

- Favorite color is Sapphire Blue.

- I've traveled a lot when I was little.

- I carry a sketchbook in my purse.

- I still enjoy watching cartoons/anime.

- Summer time is usually my convention season time.

34. Ever had a near death experience? If so, what happened?

Woke up, felt like I was literally dying, couldn't yell for help & it was hard to breathe.

35. Do you believe in karma or predestiny?

Yes.

36. Brown or white eggs?

I see no difference.

37. Do you own something from Hot Topic?

No.

38. Ever been on a train?

Yes.

39. Ever been in love?

Yes.

40. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you do it?

Yep, it'll pay off my debt & the taxes entailed with getting that money.

41. If you could trade places with any person living or dead, who would you trade places with?

No one.

42. If you could shorten your life expectancy by 10 years to becopme more attractive, would you do it?

No?

43. Whom do you admire and why?

My mom, ultimately in the end, I saw the whole picture behind her.

44. What was your favorite bedtime story as a child?

Hmm...dunno.

45. You’re walking down the street, you come across a burning building. A woman says her baby is trapped inside, what would you do?

Call for help then see if I can try to save the baby.

46. If you could choose the future profession of your son or daughter, would you?

No.

47. What was your best experience on drugs or alcohol?

I wouldn't remember...?

48. What was your worst experience on drugs or alcohol?

Haven't had one...yet?

50. As your walking down the street you find a suitcase full of money sitting next to a parked car, would you take it?

Depends...was anyone there or completely abandoned? 

51. If you found that a close friend has AIDS, would you still hang out with them?

Of course.

52. In front of you are 10 pistols, 5 of which are loaded. If you survive you’d receive 100 million dollars. Would you be willing to place 1 to your head and pull the trigger?

Uh...no.

53. How old were you when you lost your virginity?

Good question...

54. Do you believe in ghosts, werewolves or vampires?

Ghosts yes.

55. If you could live forever, would you want to?

Not really no.

56. Which fictional movie character most resembles who you are?

No one...thankfully.

57. If you could go back in time, which time period would you visit?

Any moment in time where I disappointed or made my mom upset & fix it.

58. If they were to televise a live execution, would you watch it?

No?

59. If you could be the president of the USA, would you be willing to do it?

Sure.

60. If you could choose the sex of your unborn child, would you want to?

No?

61. Would you rather live longer or be wealthy?

Wealthy.

Journal Meme: 2 out of 3 - Elephant Love Song

Taken from Seoul-Mate @ deviantART --

RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name

How would you describe yourself?:
Hook

What do you like in a guy/girl?:
9pm 'til I come

How do you feel today?:
Total Eclipse of the Heart

What is life's purpose?:
Wonderful Tonight

What is your motto?:
Koji Kondo

What do your friends think of you?:
Shoulda Woulda Coulda

What do you think of your parents?:
Never Had A Dream Come True

What do you think about very often?:
F'ing You Tonight

what is 2 + 2?:
Redeemer

What do you think of your best friend?:
Sakura No Toki

What do you think of the person you like?:
Hear You Calling

What is your life story?:
Season's Call

What do you want to be when you grow up?:
Red Alert

What do you think of when you see the person you like?:
Until We Say Goodbye

What will you dance to at your wedding?:
O Holy Night

What will they play at your funeral?:
In My Life

What is your hobby/interest?:
In Every Possible Way

What is your biggest fear?:
Counting Blue Cars

What is your biggest secret?:
Get Ready

What do you think of your friends?:
Come

What will you post this as?:
Elephant Love Song

Journal Meme: 1 out of 3 - I'm a horrible person?

Taken from AdmiralMaggot @ deviantART --

[ x ] smoked
[ x ] consumed alcohol.
[ x ] slept in the same bed with somebody of the opposite sex.
[ x ] slept in the same bed with somebody of the same sex.
[ ] kissed somebody of the same sex.
[ x ] had sex.
[ x ] had somebody in your room other than family.
[ x ] watched porn.
[ x ] bought porn.
[ ] tried drugs.

TOTAL: 8

[ x ] taken painkillers.
[ x ] taken somebody else's prescription medicine.
[ x ] lied to your parents.
[ x ] lied to a friend.
[ ] snuck out of the house.
[ x ] done something illegal.
[ x ] felt hurt.
[ x ] hurt somebody.
[ x ] wished somebody to die.
[ x ] seen somebody die

TOTAL: 17

[ ] missed curfew.
[ x ] stayed out all night.
[ ] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[ ] been to a therapist.
[ ] received a ticket.
[ ] been to rehab
[ x ] dyed your hair.
[ x ] been in an accident.
[ x ] been to a club.
[ x ] been to a bar.

TOTAL: 22

[ x ] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade.
[ x ] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
[ ] had a spring break in Florida.
[ x ] sniffed anything (Food and stuff... does that count? xD )
[ x ] wore black nail polish
[ ] wore arm bands.
[ ] wore t-shirts with band names.
[ x ] listened to rap.
[ ] owned a 50 Cent CD.

TOTAL: 26


[ x ] dressed gothic
[ x ] dressed girly.
[ ] dressed punk.
[ ] dressed grunge.
[ x ] stole something.
[ ] been too drunk to remember anything.
[ ] blacked out.
[ x ] fainted.
[ x ] had a crush on a neighbor.

TOTAL: 31

[ x ] had a crush on a friend.
[ x ] been to a concert.
[ x ] dry-humped somebody.
[ ] been called a slut.
[ ] called somebody a slut (not directly.. but close enough)
[ ] installed speakers in your car.
[ ] broken a mirror.
[ x ] showered at somebody of the opposites sex's house.
[ ] brushed your teeth with somebody else's toothbrush.

TOTAL: 35

[ ] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
[ x ] seen an R-rated movie in theater.
[ x ] cruised the mall.
[ x ] skipped school.
[ ] had surgery.
[ x ] had an injury.
[ x ] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
[ ] gone to court
[ x ] caught something on fire (IT WAS AWESOME)
[ x ] lied about your age

TOTAL: 42

[ x ] owned/rented an apartment/house.
[ ] broke the law in the police's presence.
[ ] made out with somebody who had a gf/bf.
[ ] got in trouble with the police. (THEY WERE BEING JERKS AND I JUST fuck this meme is making me sound really horrible)
[ x ] talked to a stranger.
[ x ] hugged a stranger.
[ x ] kissed a stranger.
[ ] rode in the car with a stranger.
[ ] been harassed.
[ ] been verbally harassed.

TOTAL: 46

[ x ] met face-to-face with somebody you met online.  (Yeah and she was fake and was a bitch and smelled bad.)
[ x ] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
[ x ] watched TV for 5 hours straight.
[ x ] been to a fair.
[ ] been called a bad influence.
[ ] drank and drove.
[ ] prank-called somebody.
[ x ] laid on a couch with somebody of the opposite sex.
[ x ] cheated on a test.  

Grand total: 52

If You Have Less Than 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [I should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [I should be dead]

Livestream - 01.24.2014 : Finished

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Starting in 5-15mins at http://www.livestream.com/cherbearsketchbook/

On today's agenda:

Some livestreaming - hmm...we'll see..

Mic: Off.

Music: On

On the spot requests: No

Pending requests: No.

Feel free to join!!

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Edit - 5hrs later:

Finished livestreaming.

5hrs. ; 6 drawings

Total for this week: 5hrs ; 6 drawings/sketches worked on or revisited to work on.

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CherBear's Thoughts: Judgement Day

Greetings and Salutations, the first month of 2014 has come & almost is gone. 

A peculiar title this time around but I have my reasons due to in real life circumstances. I'll know the end of my high and lows of 2013 as it being delayed; judgement will finally be made. 

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Artistic progress: I've been working on artwork more since the holiday seasons have been over. 

Game play: I've found myself playing more on my 3DS - enjoying my Animal Crossing: New Leaf town Acme & collecting Pokemon on Pokemon X, than my MMO games such as WoW, WoT, Audition, mStar etc. 

Overall: I still struggle with balancing my schedule but at the same time, working on my resolutions for this year. It's been quiet thankfully but at the same time I know some folks are getting over their colds too & well some others have started well this year well.

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Anyways, I know that the Chinese New Year is approaching too, so I have prepared some fun artwork & I have been queuing old & recent artwork throughout this month & the start of February. 

Other than that; I look forward to posting at least one more time before February. Be well folks!

Journal Meme: 5 out of 5 - Random Part Two?

Taken from cadaverr @ deviantART --

(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ~『✧~*ABOUT YOU*~✧』

1. Are you more feminine or masculine? - In-between.
2. Are you tall or short? - Short.
3. What's your favorite color? - Sapphire Blue.
4. What do you love about yourself? - Not sure yet?
5. What's your greatest flaw? - My self doubt among many other things.
6. Do you see yourself differently than other people describe you? - Yep.
7. What are you really, really good at? - Not sure really.
8. What's something you're bad at, but love? - Not sure either!
9. What's something people have tried to force you to do? - Bowling?
10. How do you spend your free time? - Drawing.
11. Describe the way you dress in one sentence. - Abnormally plain but understated tomboyism? Does that make sense?
12. Have you ever gotten your nails professionally painted? - No.
13. What is the most insulting thing anyone has said to you? - I don't remember those sort of things. 
14. Favorite game? - Too many favorites really.
15. What color is your hair? - Dark brown/Black.

(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ~『✧~*PHILOSOPHY*~✧』

16. Do you believe in god? Care to tell why? - I opt to not answer, only because I don't discuss religion in length.
17. Is men's rights a thing? - Plausible or should be.
18. Does love really exist? - Yes.
19. Can science explain everything, eventually? - Yes and no...
20. Are we raised into what we love, or do we come to love it based on how we were raised? - Depends on how influenced you are.
21. How do you feel about the school system? - Laughable.
22. Do you believe in fate/destiny? - Possibly.
23. What is art? - Expressing one self in medium.
24. Do we define ourselves, or does our past? - Depends on the person.
25. What happens after we die? - Kinda hard to tell after you die.
26. Do humans matter? - Sure?
27. What religion? - Some religion I'm sure.
28. Is there good in everyone? - Depends.
29. Is human life only valuable because our society makes it? - Hmm...
30. How do you feel about society, the vague "they" blamed for everything? - Border lining political issues much?

(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ~『✧~*LOVEY-DOVEY PREFERENCE STUFF*~✧』

31. What gender do you prefer? - A real gender?
32. What's the first thing you notice about someone? - Eyes.
33. Could you love someone you found ugly? - Ugly like beauty is based on one's perception.
34. Favorite hair color? - No preference.
35. Favorite eye color? - No preference.
36. Ideal height? - No preference.
37. Describe, personality-wise, what your ideal boy/girlfriend would be like? - Someone likable, easy going & open minded.
38. Describe, appearance-wise, what your ideal boy/girlfriend would be like? - Hmm, like I said, no preference.
39. What do you look for--brains or looks? - Brains.
40. Could you fall in love online? - I've done it before.
41. How much of an age cap can you handle? - Within reasonable boundries.
42. How would you introduce yourself on a blind date? - Yo, I guess our friends decided this is a good idea?
43. Could you forgive a cheater? - Yep.
44. Is lying about something serious as bad as cheating? - Depends on the person.
45. Right now, you could call the person you like/love (if you aren't dating/engaged/married already), or show up at their front door, and just confess or kiss them or whatever. What's stopping you? - I'm obviously finishing this meme. Gg...?

Journal Meme: 4 out of 5 - Random Thing-a-majig

Taken from AdmiralMaggot @ deviantART --

1.This survey gets a little personal, can you handle it?
Who says I'll actually answer them?

2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be?
That'd be awkward, I texted my cousin.

3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
Not sure.

4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
Last night with my cousin.

5. What are you excited for?
Nothing really.

[ Where's 6? ]

7. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
Plenty of people.

8. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
Ice cream.

9. Have a best friend?
Yes.

10. Are you scared to fall in love?
No.

11. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
Yes.

12. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
Huh, dunno...?

13. What time is it right this second?
3:41:45

14. What do you want right now?
Nothing.

15. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
Family?

16. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused?
Complicated confusion.

17. When was the last time you cried?
Last night.

18. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Yes.

19. Do you find it hard to trust others?
Of course.

20. How fast does your mind change?
Depends.

21. I bet you miss somebody right now.
Are you willing to make that bet?

22. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
No.

23. Why do you think so many people cheat?
Because they think they can get away with it.

24. Tell me what's on your mind?
What is this song playing?

25. What are you looking forward to in the next three months?
Valentines, St. Patrick's Day, April Fool's?

26. Have you ever worn the opposite gender's clothing?
Sure?

27. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
Not recently.

28. When is your next road trip?
Not soon enough.

29. Do you have someone of the opposite gender you can tell anything to?
Uh huh.

30. How's your heart?
Beating?

31. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
Of course.

32. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
Who knows.

33. What are you planning on doing after this?
Doing another meme.

34. Next time you will kiss someone?
Hmm later?

35. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
Of course.

36. Who do you not get along with?
Fake people.

37. What does your recent text say?
Too lazy to check my phone.

38. What are you wearing right now?
Pajamas!

39. You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, how is it?
Ooh, nice?

40. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
Uhm maybe a couple of months ago.

41. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?

Boy - Lawrence; Girl - Serendipity.

42. How did you feel when you woke up?
Not really sure.

43. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
No.

44. Do you crack your knuckles?
I could if I wanna.

45. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
Writing letters.

46. What are your LEGAL initials?
CB hah =o!

47. Who's the first B in your contacts?
Not checking my phone.

48. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
Last Saturday.

49. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them?
No. It was their decision to do this. As a show once said, I may disagree with your decision but I respect it.

50. Explain your last awkward moment?
Hmm...

51. Are you afraid of the dark?
No?

52. Do you have good vision?
No.

53. Have you ever tripped someone?
Yes.

54. Have you ever slapped someone?
Yes.

55. Are you Irish?
No.

56. Do you use chap stick?
No.

57. Do you have any scars?
Yeah.

58. Is there someone you will never forgive?
Technically...? Yes.

59. Are you dating the person you last held hands with?
Huh?

60. Name the last person to text you?
PieBear!

61. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
Sure?

62. Can you go in public looking like you do?
Sure?

63. Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a A?
No?

64. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
All sides?

65. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
Panic?

66. Do you fall for people easily?
No.

67. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
Yes.

68. Do you miss the way things used to be?

Certain aspects, not all of it.

69. Song you're thinking of right now?
...what is that song playing right now?

70. Want someone back in your life?
Of course.

71. Will tomorrow be better than yesterday?
I'd like to hope so.

72. What's the color of the shirt you are wearing?
Light blue.

73. Who was the first friend that you had?
Oh goodness, I can't remember...

74. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
Of course it does..especially if they continue to be a fake friend towards me.

75. Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
Not really.

76. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?
Naturally happy.

77. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?
No?

78. What do you wear when you sleep?
Pajamas?

79. Are you obsessed with something right now?
Warm stuff?

80. The first person you loved is?
My family? Does that count?

81. Something terrible happened with you?
Of course.

82. You are locked up with someone you love, what happens?
Well, I can't exactly complain now can I?

83. If you could wish something, what would it be?
A better situation in life for me? That or money...?

84. Ever forced someone to do something?
Of course.

85. When you are alone, what do you think about?
What ifs...

86. How was your first kiss?
A distant memory.

Journal Meme: 3 out of 5 - 16/72 Fears revisited

Taken from Seoul-Mate @ deviantART -- 

Check off your fears.(72 in all)
[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
So far: 1

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[x] success
[x] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
So far: 6

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[x] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[x] tornadoes
So far: 9

[x] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
So far: 13

[x] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[x] super secrets
So far: 16


If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it I'm afraid of _ out of 72 common fears

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling
If you get more than 20, you're paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.

Journal Meme: 2 out of 5 - Survival Quiz

Taken from Petals-on-the-floor @ deviantART -

I figured, why not?

My results: 96% chance of Survival.

Quiz: http://www.nerdtests.com/mq/uttake.php?id=131231

Journal Meme: 1 out of 5 - Optional Tag

Taken from Kiyan200 @ deviantART --

These are the rules : 

1. - You must posts these rules.

2.- Each person has to share 10 things about them

3.- Answer the 10 questions asked to you and invent 10 questions the people you tag will have to answer

[EVERYTHING UNDER THIS IS NO]

4.- Choose 10 people and put their icons on your journal 

5.- Go to their page to inform them they are tagged.

6.- No " you are tagged if you read that"

7.- You have to legitimately tag 10 people  

8.- No tag-backs. 

9.- You can't say that you don't do tags.

10.-You MUST MAKE A JOURNAL ENTRY.
THINGS ABOUT ME:
1. I like sleep.
2. I like steak.
3. I like sushi.
4. I like steam crab.
5. I like nutella.
6. I like cookie butter.
7. I like to push myself & improve artistically.
8. I like to think outside of the box.
9. I like to keep private even though I have to be public.
10. I don't like fake people who assume they know me.

QUESTIONS FOR ME:

1. Hello yes how are you? - I am good.

2. HOW THE FUK ARE YOU SO AWESOME!? - I-I'm not?

3. Gaysex? - Depends...

4. Tacos? - Always good, lengua tacos are awesome.

5. Would you be willing to give me critique on my art? - I'd only critique if you ask.

6. Would you be willing to give me critique on my OCs??? - Same answer from question 5.

7. If you were a food what would you be? - I'd be a mix of steak, sushi, steam crab & lobster.

8. Opinion of me? - I have none really. You seem nice from what I saw.

9. DANCE FOR ME! - *boogies*

10. Let me love you. - Sure...?

QUESTIONS FOR OTHERS IF YOU WANT TO:

1. Up or down?

2. Left or right?

3. A or B?

4. Select or start?

5. If you had one wish granted (and its not to wish for more wishes) what would it be?

6. What fuels your creativity?

7. Are you quick to judge someone?

8. Are you open to try new things?

9. Would you prefer to lose an eye or a leg?

10. Would you smile for me?

Livestream - 01.17.2014 : Finished

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Starting in 5-15mins at www.livestream.com/cherbearske… .

On today's agenda:

Some livestreaming - most likely coloring, we'll see..

Mic: Off.

Music: On

On the spot requests: No

Pending requests: No.

Feel free to join!!

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Edit - 6+hrs later:

Finished livestreaming.

6+hrs. ; 4 drawings

Total for this week: 6+hrs ; 4 drawings/sketches worked on or revisited to work on.

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CherBear's Thoughts: New Year's Resolutions? Hmm..

Hello! First off, I want to wish everyone a Happy 2014 New Year!

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The holidays have come to an end & my schedule is starting to slow down a little bit. I look to this new 2014 year with optimism. Looking back at my prior year with 2013, I've had some time to reflect. I know I've had some highs & lows, but overall, I think it was well. Granted, I didn't fulfill my resolution of drawing once a day I think overlooking my year in review meme...it hasn't been too bad.

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MMO-Games:

Audition Online - I've been coming & going but only to check on what's new, I've still been drawing fan art for fun. Its hard with the group scattering about, the few that I still manage to keep in touch & those who don't reply I've wished them a Happy Holidays greetings.

mStar - I've started off strong playing but I've eased up. I look to do more fan art. Those who I have come across apparently has seen my artwork & like what they see. Its nice to I guess expand?

WoW - Haven't played much, other than hopping on during the events, not much to be said.

HighStreet 5 - Hadn't been on, mainly cuz I can't really update. Eventually I'd like to red/l but that might take awhile.

5Street - After a bunch of company hops, I heard the game finally settled. Not sure if I want to return quite yet but we'll see.

WoT - Playing on & off, mainly during ongoing weekend events, its been fun but I take it in small increments. 

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Art:

I look to have more artwork done. I've decided to move my livestream to Fridays. I hope to make that commitment & continue to look to improve.

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Games:

Well I humbly thank my sis; she surprised me with a 3DS & 2 games. Pokemon X & Animal Crossing: New Leaf. Just when I thought I kick the habit, I've gotten reeled back in. If anyone is interested in trading friend codes - send me a note maybe? It doesn't hurt to have more friends.

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Additional media:

I think all my media info is up. Instagram, Twitter, Facebook, Tumblr, Blogger & what not. So by all means, if you want to follow? I follow back!

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Personally:

Shows; I've been catching up on some shows I've been watching, going back to prior seasons. I appreciate how the shows have been going on right now but my curiosity brought me to watch. Some shows have been Big Bang Theory & Person of Interest. I plan to backtrack on Doctor Who eventually. So far I can't wait for my Fall season shows to restart again. As for anime; I'm looking forward to Silver Spoon & Sailor Moon. It feels so far away but its getting closer.

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Family; I've been keeping busy. I've started to reconnect with some that I've lost track. One of the few blessings 2013 has given me.

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As for Resolutions:

Reasonable - 1 new artwork piece a month.

Challenge - 1 new artwork piece a week.

Difficult - 1 new artwork piece a day.

Overall; I still hope to continue to improve my living situation, keep communication with family/relatives & local friends & finding work. Let's see how this year will be.

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Finally ~ that just wraps up everything.

That pretty much sums it up. Thanks for reading & listening to the ranting of a fuzzy bear. Until next time!

Journal Meme: 3 out of 3 - Tagless Tag

Taken from Seoul-Mate @ deviantART -- 

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Zeh rulez~
1. You must post these rules.
2. Answer the questions the tagger set for you, and create new questions for the people you tag to answer.
3. You have to choose 10 people to tag and post their icons on your journal
4. Go to their pages and tell them you have tagged her/him.
5. No tag backs.
6. No crap in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you're reading this." You have to tag 10 people


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Questions from the tagger (or tagless I guess?) ~
1. HEELLOOO. are you excited to be doing this? 

Sure?

2. Yaoi or Yuri? Both? fave pairing respectively?
Both perhaps?

3. What, my fellow weirdo, is your OTP?
I don't have any in particular at the moment.

4. What colour is the underwear you're wearing right now? 

White.

5. Who is your Waifu/Husbando? 

MiloticBear ~

6. Tell me about your favorite OC.
Well CherBear from Audition Online...mStar...well I can go on.

7. What's your view on fangirls? 

Cute.

8. What's something that you take pride in?
My art.

9. Something you hate about yourself? 

My perfectionism? Does that make sense?

10. AND FINALLYYY!!! what tea do you like?
Royal Milk or Thai Tea.

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My Questions ~

1. Your favorite show?

2. Your favorite anime?

3. Which anime are you looking forward to for 2014 winter/spring?

4. Do you prefer day or night?

5. What music do you prefer?

6. Do you have any regrets?

7. What is your favorite holiday?

8. If you had the power of foresight, what would you do?

9. Do you have any resolutions for 2014?

10. What makes you smile?

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No tags ... as usual. Sorry?

Journal Meme: 2 out of 3 - 15/72 Fears

Taken from cadaverr @ deviantART --

I'm afraid of...

[ ] the dark

[ ] staying single forever

[ ] being a parent

[ ] giving birth

[ ] being myself in front of others

[ ] open spaces

[ ] closed spaces 

[x] heights

[ ] dogs 

[ ] birds

[ ] fish

[ ] flowers or other plants

So far: 1

[ ] being touched 

[ ] fire

[x] deep water

[ ] snakes  

[ ] silk

[ ] the ocean

[x] failure 

[x] success

[ ] thunder/lightning 

[ ] frogs/toads

[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad

[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom

[ ] rats

[x] jumping from high places

[ ] snow

So far: 5

[ ] rain

[ ] wind

[ ] crossing hanging bridges

[ ] death 

[ ] heaven

[x] being robbed  

[x] falling

[ ] clowns  

[ ] dolls

[x] large crowds of people

[ ] men  

[ ] women

[ ] having great responsibilities

[ ] doctors, including dentists

[x] tornadoes

So far: 9

[x] hurricanes

[x] incurable diseases

[ ] sharks

[ ] Friday the 13th

[ ] ghosts

[ ] poverty

[ ] Halloween

[ ] school

[ ] trains

[ ] odd numbers (why)

[ ] even numbers (what)

[ ] being alone

[x] becoming blind  

[x] becoming deaf

[ ] growing up

So far: 13

[x] creepy noises in the night

[ ] bee stings

[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals

[ ] blood

[ ] dinosaurs 

[ ] the welcome mat 

[ ] high speed  

[ ] throwing up 

[ ] falling in love

[ ] super secrets

So far: 15

If you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it "I'm afraid of _ out of 72 common fears."

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling. 

If you get more than 20, you're paranoid.

If you get 10-20, you are normal. 

If you get 10 or less, you're fearless.

Journal Meme: 1 out of 3 - Music Revisited

Taken from AdmiralMaggot @ deviantART --

1. Put your iPod on shuffle.  (I don't have an iPod.. so I set all my MP3s on my PC to shuffle)
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS! 
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from. (no)


IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Jingle Bell Rock.

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
I Was Born in a Small Town.

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Breaking the Habit.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Only One Time.

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Here And Now.

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
For the Longest Time.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Keep Them Seperated.

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Simple Kind of Life.

WHAT IS 2+2?
Crush.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Shadow of the Day.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Life is a Highway.

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Teddy Bear.

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
The Best is Yet to Come.

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Hook.

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
A Song for Momma.

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
The World Will Know.

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Istanbul.

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Sorry Miss Jackson.

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Someone to Love.

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Pomp and Circumstance.

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Sunshine.

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
I Don't Wanna Go On.

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Flight of the Bumblebee.

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Are You Going to San Francisco.

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Jesu, Joy of Man's Desire.

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
The Space Between.

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Desert Rose.

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
No Such Thing.

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Can't Fight the Moonlight.

Livestream - 01.04.2014 : Finished

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Starting in 5-15mins at http://www.livestream.com/cherbearsketchbook .

On today's agenda:

Some livestreaming - light livestreaming, feeling under the weather.

Mic: Off.

Music: On

On the spot requests: No

Pending requests: No.

Feel free to join!!

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Edit - 4hrs later:

Finished livestreaming.

4hrs. ; 2 drawings

Total for this week: 4hrs ; 2 drawings/sketches worked on or revisited to work on.

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