CherBear's End thoughts - Feb.'13/Mar.'13

So, I realized I haven't posted much. I've been kinda on a strange hiatus sorta, but at the same time I'm not. I'll pro'ally break it down as simple as I can.

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February hasn't been too bad by the end of the month. I had started to pick up on my artwork but I had been plagued with other things, thoughts, maybe some lingering sadness & just conflicts living at my current residence at the moment that's left me feeling a bit frayed. Other than that, I've been trying to get back into it but well I dunno.

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March ... the beginning: It started off strong, I had intentions. I had filled out some memes & other things from other followers but it started breaking down into weeks. Why? Mainly because I had my car returned to me. As much as I am happy to get my car back, its a bit damaged so I'm trying to get that repaired, at least the important part. This also means I am looking for work once again, supposedly there has been an increase of jobs & work but hearing other folks being laid off still seems like I wonder who to believe more.

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End of March ... I figure, I should post the end of my thoughts since its so close. I know Spring Break has come around & everything is nearing an end. I have mail to sort through & some minor laptop problems, I'm slowly getting through my messages but I haven't been able to get through them completely. Some are quite important & hopefully my non-immediate response back isn't going to effect me negatively. I am still in the hunt for a job but it hasn't really deterred my hunt for work. I had been applying but no call backs quite yet. So it has slowed my creativeness for the meantime. I have been able to hang out with my cousin which was fun, it was an effort to meet other family which sadly went through...then again I dunno if I should be surprised. It has been a love & hate thought of my mom's side of the family & I'm coming to some conclusions & realizations of what I should do & where I am with all of it. If only my mom could see how things are now, she'd be heartbroken...can't fathom what my grandparents would think where things are now. Either way, confiding with my cousin, I told him what we should try to do & where we're at in life, he's much older now & understands where I'm coming from & thankfully he agrees where I'm coming from with it. Who would've thought, someone I use to watch over while my aunt & uncle were busy working has grown up so much. What a sappy moment!

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Overall - I hope to try to keep up the art thing, if anyone would like to commission me it'd be appreciated. No pencil requests until I fix & update the drivers for my printer. Anyways, I hold & maintain an optimistic outlook for April. It is officially spring & lets hopefully see where things goes.

Journal Meme 4 out of 4: Musical Meme

Taken from VictriaOfArgus on deviantART --

1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name

[Challenge accepted...]

How would you describe yourself?:
Name [ o.o; ok... by the Goo Goo Dolls obviously. ]


What do you like in a guy/girl?:
Deep Blue Something [ o.o; ... ]

How do you feel today?:
Come Original [ o.o? ]


What is life's purpose?:
I just don't think I'll over you. [ say whut? ]

What is your motto?:
Amanda [ o.o; makes no sense! Dx; ]

What do your friends think of you?:
Sorry Miss Jackson [ woo? Dx; ]

What do you think of your parents?:
Crash Into Me [ o.o? ]

What do you think about very often?:
Now and Forever [ 2nd thing that's made sense so far ]

what is 2 + 2?:
In the Still of the Night [ o.o; and back to randomness we go. ]

What do you think of your best friend?:
Tell me it's Real [ o.o; swing & a miss ]

What do you think of the person you like?:
I can't get no satisifcation [ lol...ok that got me. ]

What is your life story?:
Drops of Jupiter [ in my hair eyy eyy eyy ]

What do you want to be when you grow up?:
Here and Now [ o.o; nope I guess the shuffle wanted me to answer this way. ]

What do you think of when you see the person you like?:
My Love is like Whoa [ o.o; heh? ]

What will you dance to at your wedding?:
Take My Hand [ huh.... ]

What will they play at your funeral?:
Ghetto Superstar [ some ppl may be inclined to agree to that. ]

What is your hobby/interest?:
Free Falling [ hmm ... ]

What is your biggest fear?:
Be With You [ o.o; lol ... ]

What is your biggest secret?:
Reflection [not much of a secret is it? ]

What do you think of your friends?:
Save Tonight [ o.o....come tomorrow ~ ]

What will you post this as?:
A Little Fall of Rain [ o.o; ... huh ok then. ]

Journal Meme 3 out of 4 : Another dA meme thing...

Taken from  Mangolubs @ deviantART -

BASICS
Name: CherBear
Birthday: September 20
Height: Not sure! Dx;
Weight: Beats me! Dx;
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Dark brown/black
Race: Filipino
Zodiac Sign: Asian
Worst Fear?: I have none.
Life Goal?: To continue working on my artwork.
Greatest Accomplishment?: Have my artwork recognized :o ... so far :D

DO YOU
Drink?: Yes
Smoke?: No
Use Drugs?: Asprin count?
Cuss?: Yes.
Play Any Instruments?: Piano
Have Any Piercings?: Ears.
Have Any Tattoos?: No.
Like To Annoy People?: No.
Like Life?: Regardless of all the bad things, yeah I do.
Wear Make-Up?: A little from time to time.
Dye Your Hair?: Yep.
Scream At The top of your lungs for no reason?: No.
Get Distracted By Shiny Objects?: Sometimes.
Like Pina Coladas?: Yes.
And Getting Caught In The Rain?: Yep.

ARE YOU
Dependable?: Yes.
Trustworthy?: Yes.
Obsessive?: Sometimes.
Hyper Active?: No.
Happy?: Depends on the environment.
Content?: Generally.
Boring?: I can try to be.
Violent?: No.
Evil?: No.
Hippie-Ish?: No.
Shy?: On occassion.
Paranoid?: Sometimes.
Annoying?: No.
Social?: Sometimes.
Religious?: Not completely.

WHATS YOUR FAVORITE
TV Show?: At the moment ... Big Bang Theory.
Movie?: Uhm hmm ... Wreck it Ralph.
Band/Singer(s)?: No particular favorite there.
Song?: Whatever It Takes - Lifehouse.
Book/Story?: No particular favorite.
Color(s)?: Sapphire Blue.
Shape?: Stars, Hearts, Cresent Moons
Animal?: Cats & Bears
Person(s)?: I can't name favorites there.
Smell?: Fresh baked chocolate chip cookies.
Flower?: Morning Glories.
Subject?: Art.
Board: Huh?
Musical: Nothing stands out.
Sport?: Volleyball.
Word?: Huh?
Quote?: Too many quotes.
Hobby?: Drawing.
Store?: No favorite store.
Season?: Fall.
Time Of Day?: Night

ETC
Pepsi Or Coke?: Both.
McDonald's Or Burger King?: McDonald's
Converse Or Vans?: Vans
Dogs Or Cats?: Dogs.
AIM, YIM Or MSN Messenger?: Msn Messenger
Chicken Or Fish?: Chicken
Black Or White?: Black.
MTV Or FUSE?: MTV
MP3 player, ipod or CD player?: Either.
Pants Or Shorts?: Pants.

DESCRIBE YOUR
Perfect Day: Sunny day.
Room: Messy.
Life: Decent, trying to improve on it though.
World: Not to fond of it.
Dream Date: I'd have to be dreaming to answer that.
God?: Nope.
Heavan & Hell?: Heaven - nutella, hell - no nutella?
Angels & Demons?: No particular description for either.
Reincarnation?: What?
Yourself?: No thanks?
Ghosts?: Huh?
UFOs?: Where?
Big Foot?: what?
Lockness Monster?: huh?
A Thing Called Love?: To convince folks that it is out there.

WOULD YOU EVER
Kill Someone Else?: No.
Kill Yourself?: No.
Beg For Money?: No.
Skydive?: No.
Bunjee Jump?: No.
Kiss in the rain?: Yes.
Run Away From Home?: No.
Ride A Motorcycle?: No.
Do Extreme Sports?: No.


MORE
Do You Own A Car?: Yes.
Ever Been To Jail?: No.
Ever Gotten Kicked out?: No.
Do You Have A Job?: I'd like one.
Do You Like Taking Surveys Like This?: On occassion.
Are You Lonely?: Hard to describe.
Really?: Sure?

Journal Meme 2 out of 4 : Taken from a dA person..

From YumiCatGirl @ deviantART -

Rules:
01. You must post these rules.
02. Each person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
03. Answer the questions the tagger set for you, and create ten (10) new questions for the people you tag to answer.
04. You have to choose 10 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
05. Go to their pages and tell them you have tagged her/him.
06. No tag backs.
07. No crap in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you're reading this." You have to tag 10 people.

10 things about moi:
01. I like to listen to music when I draw.
02. I like to go to conventions for anime & comics.
03. I have a dog.
04. I'm technically an only child.
05. I like walking at the beach.
06. I like to people watch.  
07. I tend to sing while I draw & listen to music.
08. I've come to terms I'm a pega-sis
09. I tend to people watch.
10. I tend to overthink scenarios.


Her friend's questions
 What's your favorite anime~? (If you don't watch anime, then what's your favorite TV show?)
Sailor Moon
 What anime/TV show are you currently watching/obsessed with~?
Dusk Maiden of Amnesia
 Who's your favorite artist on DA~?
 Dunno?
 What's your favorite kind of candy~?
Chocolate.
 What's your song of the day today~?
Bacon pancakes ~ makin' bacon pancakes ~
 Which is better: Kpop or Jpop? (If you don't listen to either, DO IT!! then answer uvu)
I like both to be honest.
 Do you own any anime/manga related things or merchandise (aside from drawings)?
Let's see, plushies, manga novels, dvds, posters, art books, cards, figurines.
 Do you speak any language other than english? If so, what is it? CAN YOU GIVE US A SAMPLE~~?
Not really.
 What is the drawing that you're most proud of? Can we get a link to it~?
I can't really pick one sorry :)
 Do you prefer drawing digitally or traditionally?
Traditionally.

No tags & I guess some random questions -
1. What are you passionate about?
2. What lead you to drawing?
3. Which medium do you prefer to work with (art wise)?
4. What styles or methods would you like to improve/work/experiment/try to do - work on?
5. Describe your most prized possession?
6. State your weakness?
7. State your strength?
8. What keeps your intrigued?
9. What makes you bored?
10. What would you like to achieve within this year?

Journal Meme 1 out of 4 - Which one are you?

From ArcanineGG @ deviantART -

~~Eevee ~~

[ x ] - You are childish 

[ x ] - You are playful in some way 

[ ] - You can't lie

[ x ] - You have an innocent appearance

[ x ] - People say you look cute/nice 

[ ] - You can easily be amazed

[ ] - You like hugging people

[ ] - You are naive

[ x ] - Have a lot of stuffed animals 

[ ] - You fear the darkness

Total: 5

~~Jolteon ~~

[ x ] - You have been shocked before by an electrical current

[ ] - You are athletic

[ ] - You are very good in running

[ x ] - You are mischievous

[ ] - You like playing pranks on people 

[ x ] - You usually overdo what is required

[ ] - You are good with technology

[ ] - You like working out at the gym

[ ] - You love rock or rap music

[x] - You can speak very fast

Total: 3

~~Vaporeon ~~

[ ] - You enjoy or good at swimming

[ x ] - You have a calm personality

[ x ] - You like to relax

[ ] - You like swimming deep underwater

[ x ] - You can sense when rain is coming

[ x ] - You like rainy days

[ x ] - You care about others

[ x ]  - You are sensitive

[ ] - Everyone can trust you 

[ x ] - You like sleeping with smooth pillows better than fuzzy pillows 

Total: 7

~~Flareon ~~

[ ] - You are short-tempered

[ x ] - You are very social with others

[ ] - You prefer a hot day over a cold day

[ x ] - You don't like the water

[ x ] - You have a naughty personality

[ ] - You sleep with a lot of blankets

[ x ] - You are not good in swimming

[ x ] - You worry about your appearance in public

[ ] - You have got into a physical fight before 

[ x ] - You like playing around with fire

Total: 6

~~Espeon ~~

[ ] - You like to study/doing homework

[ ] - You like sunbathing

[ ] - You are a morning person

[ ] - You make the right choices

[ x ] - You can be flirty sometimes

[ x ] - You like taking naps

[ x ] - You or others say you are smart/intelligent

[ ] - You are in higher or harder classes than others

[ x ] - You can easily solve problems with your knowledge and logic

[ ] - You like reading books

Total: 4

~~Umbreon ~~

[ x ] - You prefer to be alone

[ x ] - You are a night person

[ ] - People say you look angry or depressed sometimes when you're not

[ x ] - You are a quiet type

[ ] - You are not social among others

[ x ] - You prefer to do things independently rather than working together

[ ] - You don't depend on others to help or accomplish tasks

[ ] - Other people depend on you to always accomplish tasks or help

[ x ] - You are inside most of the day 

[ x ] - You are commonly bored

Total: 6

~~Leafeon ~~

[ ] - You are environmentally friendly

[ x ] - You like going outside

[ ] - You like going on walks

[ x ] - You are gentle and calm

[ x ] - You are very kind to people

[ x ] - You don't easily get angered

[ x ] - You'd rather live in a rural area than an urban area

[ ] - Green is your favourite colour

[ ] - You take care of plants

Total: 5

~~Glaceon~~

[ ] - You are used to the cold weather

[ x ] - You prefer cold weather over hot weather

[ ] - You have a cold personality

[ x ] - You are shy and timid

[ ] - You have trouble starting a conversation or continuing it

[ x ] - You are quiet

[ x ] - You like playing in the snow (if I had any)

[ ] - You usually need help with tasks

[ ] - You don't care what other people think

[ x ] - You are usually alone by yourself

Total:5

Ah Vaporeon - to be honest, not completely shocked by this.