CherBear's Reflections: Mar. 2012

The end of March is quickly approaching - time for some reflections on what happened this month.

Livestream - I've been attempting to be a little more diligent about broadcasting every Saturday & providing a little commentary. It's been fun chatting with close friends while drawing & listening to music. I'll try to hold more sessions whenever I can since things have been slowing down just a little.

Convention season - With conventions going on. I am sorta reluctant to not have reasonable companions to come with me. So unfortunately, I missed out on Wondercon & Anime Conji. There's always next year, so here's hoping. The remaining I am looking forward to is AM2, Anime Expo & Comic Con in June-July.

Commissions / Requests / Drawings - I've been doing more fan work when I can. I took up my sketchbook & ended up drawing a little more. It helps along with livestream sessions that I have a lot artwork to show for a teeny bit. Not to mention with my scanner finally working - I'm able to scan again so I can get the other pending requests.

So overall - it hasn't been too bad. Granted there was a lil minor health scare that left me dizzy & weak, I've recovered from that. Unfortunately, my desktop is still out of commission until I can get ahold of my friend who had built it to come by & see what's wrong before we end up buying what we need to replace whatever bad parts there are on the desktop. April is quickly approaching & I'm still trying to stay positive. Hopefully my laptop won't go through any hard hiccups. There's a few but it hasn't been too bad. Easter is quickly approaching, must stay positive, gotta try to stay positive.

Strange something something ...

From Godzilla1802 @ deviantART:

[ ] - Your mother has more than 2 children.
[ ] - You are a smoker.
[ ] - You drink a lot.
[ x ] - You like to write.
[ x ] - You are religious.
[ x ] - You like to burn candles.
[ ] - You prefer juice or water over soda.
[ x ] - You have ridden a horse.

TOTAL SO FAR = 4

[ ] - You have done drugs.
[ ]- You are currently a drug addict.
[ x ] - You are very artistic.
[ x ] - You like stuffed animals.
[ x ] - You are attracted to shiny things.
[ ] - You have eaten a bug before.
[ ] - You love cars.
[ ] - Cats are your favourite animal.
[ ] - You hate animals.
[ x ] - You are spontaneous and random.

TOTAL SO FAR = 8

[ x ] - You like fruit a lot.
[ x ] - You drive.
[ x ] - You make / made good grades in school.
[ x ] - You are going / are in / have been to college.
[ ] - You like for things to be very clean.
[ x ] - You are very messy.
[ x ] - You love to eat.
[ ] - Christmas is your favorite holiday.
[ x ] - You like the beach.
[ ] - You hate the color pink.

TOTAL SO FAR = 15

[ x ] - You wear glasses or contacts.
[ x ] - You chat online a lot.
[ ] - You always use correct grammar.
[ x ] - You like to take quizzes.
[ x ] - You eat out at restaurants more than you eat at home.
[ ] - You enjoy swimming.
[ ] - You have more than 5 pets.
[ ] - You have more than 10 pets.
[ x ] - You believe in ghosts.
[ x ] - You have seen a ghost.

TOTAL SO FAR = 21

[ ] - You prefer comedy movies over romance movies.
[ ] - You like dancing, either doing it yourself or watching.
[ ] - You have been to a strip club.
[ ] - You drink coffee in the morning.
[ x ] - You like to be awake at night.
[ x ] - You don't go outside often.
[ x ] - You love to read.
[ x ] - You believe in an afterlife of some kind.
[ x ] - You have/had short hair.
[ x ] - You know how to cook well.

GRAND TOTAL = 27

Answers

[ ]0 - 1 = Mosquito.
[ ]2 - 3 = A weed.
[ ]4 - 5 = Daisy.
[ ]6 - 7 = Janitor.
[ ]8 - 9 = Goose.
[ ]10 - 11 = Rock.
[ ]12 - 13 = Fireman.
[ ]14 - 15 = Rose.
[ ]16 - 17 = Mouse.
[ ]18 - 19 = Cow.
[ ]20 - 21 = Rabbit.
[ ]22 - 23 = Mental Patient.
[ ]24 - 25 = Grass.
[ x ]26 - 27 = Water.
[ ]28 - 29 = Bat.
[ ]30 - 31 = Hippo.
[ ]32 - 33 = Wolf.
[ ]34 - 35 = Vampire.
[ ]36 - 37 = Horse.
[ ]38 - 39 = Hawk.
[ ]40 - 41 = Spider.
[ ]42 - 43 = Flea.
[ ]44 - 45 = Princess or Prince.
[ ]46 - 47 = President

Enjoy!

Questionaire thing ~

From Jacob Afro Guy @ SheezyART:

1. PICK ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
Don't have any.

2. WHAT ARE ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
Posters.

3. WHAT DOES YOUR PHONE LOOK LIKE?
Black.

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Varies.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
2am.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
Money.

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS RIGHT NOW?
My sanity.

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)?
Photo albums.

9. POLAROIDS OR PHOTOBOOTHS?
Photobooths

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Nope.

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
No.

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU HAPPY?
Someone I know.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
Pure Seduction atm.

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Hair - dark brown/black, eye - blue.

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING?
O.o; uhm pro'ally at the beach.

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
Energy drink.

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Bacon.

18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Prime rib.

19. WHOS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
Someone I know.

21. WHAT WAS THE MOST ROMANTIC GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?
Someone giving me a necklace in a bear case.

22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
Yes.


23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
No.

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
Not picky.

25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
I dunno...maybe a muscle car but not picky on which.

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
Of course.

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
Conforting & telling them.

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
13.

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Brunettes.

32. WHAT IS THE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
13.

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
People assuming.

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF YOUR COUNTRY?
Yep.

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
Now why should I tell that?

37. FIRST JOB?
Housekeeper.

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
No.

39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS?
Playing WoW.

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
I wouldn't.

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
Boredom.

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
O.o; be sad.

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
Not sure, that's tough.

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
2.

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Yes.

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
Yes.

48. WHAT DID YOU DO THIS MORNING?
Recover.

49. WHAT DID YOU DO LAST NIGHT?
Livestreaming.

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING ?
Yes.

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Turkey.

52(DOT) WHATS YOUR WORST HABIT?
Nibbling on the collar of my shirt.

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
o.o; dunno.

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Sure.

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
Never.

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
No.

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
Draw. Verbally vent out to friends.

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
I have none.

59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
Nope.

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
My gameboy.

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
Over 40?

62. FAVORITE DANCE?
Any.

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Depends.

64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
Yep.

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
Personality.

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
CherBear ... obviously.

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
Smores.

71. WHATS YOUR PLANS FOR THE YEAR?
Fulfilling my new year's solution.

72. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE COLOR?
Sapphire blue.

73. WHO/WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
My sanity.

74.HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
All 4.

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
It's up to them.

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
A commercial.

77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
Chocolate milk.

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
My friend.

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Eyes.

80. FAVORITE THOUGHT PROVOKING SONG?
Leave out all the rest - Linkin Park

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
When I'm sick.

82. FAVORITE DRINK(S)?
Sprite.

83. ZODIAC SIGN:
Virgo.

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
Dark brown/black.

86. EYE COLOR?
Brown.

87. HEIGHT?
5'4"

88. SIBLINGS?
None.

89. FAVORITE MONTH?
July.

90. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
Yep.

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
Family Guy.

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
Comic Con!

93. DO YOU KNOW PAUL JACKSON?
...who?

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Relationships.

97. WHAT IS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
Chips.

98. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
People who don't wanna answer'em.

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
At the moment, nothing.

100. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
No clue.

Fear Meme ~

Fear Meme copied from Jacob Afro Guy @ sheezyART:

[ ] Achluophobia - Fear of darkness... 

[x] Acrophobia - Fear of heights... 

[ ] Agliophobia - Fear of pain...

[ ] Agoraphobia - Fear of open spaces or crowds...

[ ] Agyrophobia - Fear of crossing the street...

[ ] Aichmophobia - Fear of needles or pointed objects...

[ ] Amaxophobia - Fear of riding in a car...

[ ] Androphobia - Fear of men...

[ ] Anginophobia - Fear of angina or choking... 

[ ] Anthrophobia - Fear of flowers...

[ ] Anthropophobia - Fear of people or society...

[ ] Aphenphosmphobia - Fear of being touched...

[ ] Arachnophobia - Fear of spiders...

[ ] Arithmophobia - Fear of numbers...

[x] Astraphobia - Fear of thunder and lightning...

[ ] Ataxophobia - Fear of disorder or untidiness...

[ ] Atelophobia - Fear of imperfection...

[x] Atychiphobia - Fear of failure...

[ ] Aulophobia - Fear of flutes...

[x] Autophobia - Fear of being alone...

[ ] Bacteriophobia - Fear of bacteria...

[ ] Barophobia - Fear of gravity... 

[x] Bathmophobia - Fear of stairs or steep... 

[ ] Batrachophobia - Fear of amphibians...

[ ] Bibliophobia - Fear of books...

[ ] Botanophobia - Fear of plants...

[ ] Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness...

[ ] Catoptrophobia - Fear of mirrors... 

[ ] Chionophobia - Fear of snow...

[ ] Chromophobia - Fear of colors...

[ ] Chronomentrophobia - Fear of clocks...

[ ] Claustrophobia - Fear of confined spaces... 

[ ] Coulrophobia - Fear of clowns...

[ ] Cyberphobia - Fear of computers...

[ ] Cynophobia - Fear of dogs...

[ ] Dendrophobia - Fear of trees...

[ ] Dentophobia - Fear of dentists... 

[ ] Domatophobia - Fear of houses...

[ ] Dtychiphobia - Fear of accidents... 

[ ] Ecophobia - Fear of the home...

[ ] Elurophobia - Fear of cats...

[ ] Ephebiphobia - Fear of teenagers...

[ ] Equinophobia - Fear of horses...

[ ] Gophobia - Fear of marriage...

[ ] Genuphobia - Fear of knees...

[ ] Globophobia - Fear of balloons...

[ ] Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public...

[ ] Gynophobia - Fear of women...

[ ] Heliophobia - Fear of the sun... 

[ ] Hemophobia - Fear of blood...

[ ] Herpetophobia - Fear of reptiles...

[ ] Hydrophobia - Fear of water... 

[ ] Itrophobia - Fear of doctors...

[ ] Insectophobia - Fear of insects... 

[ ] Ichithyophobia - Fear of fish...

[ ] Koinoniphobia - Fear of rooms...

[ ] Lekophobia - Fear of the color white...

[ ] Lilapsophobia - Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes...

[ ] Lockiophobia - Fear of childbirth... 

[ ] Mageirocophobia - Fear of cooking...

[ ] Melanophobia - Fear of the color black...

[ ] Microphobia - Fear of small things...

[ ] Mysophobia - Fear of dirt and germs...

[ ] Necrophobia - Fear of death or dead things... 

[ ] Noctiphobia - Fear of the night...

[ ] Nosocomephobia - Fear of hospitals...

[ ] Obesophobia - Fear of gaining weight...

[ ] Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8...

[ ] Ombrophobia - Fear of rain...

[ ] Ophidiophobia - Fear of snakes...

[ ] Ornithophobia - Fear of birds...

[ ] Papyrophobia - Fear of paper...

[ ] Pathophobia - Fear of disease...

[ ] Pedophobia - Fear of children...

[ ] Philophobia - Fear of love...

[ ] Phobophobia - Fear of being afraid...

[ ] Podophobia - Fear of feet...

[ ] Porphyrophobia - Fear of the color purple...

[ ] Pteridophobia - Fear of ferns...

[ ] Pteromerhanophobia - Fear of flying...

[ ] Pyrophobia - Fear of fire...

[ ] Rajalophobia - Fear of Apes...

[ ] Scolionophobia - Fear of school...

[ ] Selenophobia - Fear of the moon...

[ ] Sociophobia - Fear of social evaluation... 

[ ]Somniphobia - Fear of sleep...

[ ] Tachophobia - Fear of speed...

[ ] Technophobia - Fear of technology...

[x] Tonitrophobia - Fear of thunder...

[ ] Trypanophobia - Fear of injections... 

[ ] Venustraphobia - Fear of beautiful women...

[ ] Verminophobia - Fear of germs...

[ ] Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and witchcraft... 

[ ] Xenophobia - Fear of strangers...

[ ] Zoophobia - Fear of animals...

Final result: 6 - fearless huh? Cool.

[ ]More than 50, Why aren't you in a psyche-ward yet?

[ ]More than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.

[ ]More then 20, you're paranoid.

[ ]10-20, you are normal.

[x]10 or less, you're fearless.

[ ]0 You're lying

CherBear's Aspirations & Reflections: Feb/Mar '12

Hello! Hopefully everyone had a fun leap year & enjoyed a rare February. I pretty much ended the month with a meme journal & not my thoughts for the end of the month so after doing a lil gradual change into the new month. Here's a more lengthy journal to start March --

End of February 2012: Well going through & working through requests/commissions, it's a slow process but thankfully I haven't had a terrible bad laptop problem. It has been interesting yet there is perhaps one downside - it looks like my desktop psu is either failing or dead. So now gotta find a way to remedy that this March. I guess perhaps it's a lucky thing that my laptop is still functioning while my desktop is pretty much dead.

March 2012: Being optimistic, I've been picking up my sketchbook & sketching more again. I've also been working on line art of my past sketches on livestream. So there'll be more finished work coming up this month. I'm also working on going through the rest of the commissions & requests. Since its been a few days, I'm leaning towards not planning another annual collaboration on Redbana. Why? Only because I don't think there'll be enough time to draw & collaborate anything before April, unless I'm convinced otherwise, I'm pretty much not following through.

Anyways, either way - the countdown for St. Patrick Day is coming up. The color of green just feels rather calming. Time to make the best of March.