A New Beginning ... a somber reminder.

Among the new year, a thoughtful moment & a somber reminder ...

For my little month disappearance, I had been too preoccupied with the holidays. The irony behind this preoccupying, like the years before, it was no different. I admit...like the Christmas years before, it hasn't felt like Christmas for a long while. The presents were exchanged, food was to be eaten, time spent with relatives but it still felt, incomplete. Even when it came to the point where making a new set of new years resolutions was perhaps the only challenge to commit to something long term for the year. Even then, the new year shows promises but also a sad reminder of what my past held.

I look back & I'm still surprised it wasn't too long ago 'til someone near to me has been gone for this long. Dreams & flashbacks of that rainy day & the days that led to the final day where I was reluctant to say good bye.

I'm not going to deny it. Part of me still can't shake off the feeling & that'll always be apart of me that I'll miss'em.

Either way I'll be keeping you updated with my new promising stuff.

I wish everyone a Happy New 2011 Year.