Saturday, March 8, 2014

Journal Meme: 4 out of 4 - More?



Taken from AdmiralMaggot @ deviantART --

1. Did you wake up cranky? 
No.

2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? 
Uh sure?

3. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? 
Doesn't matter.

4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? 
Sure?

5. Can you commit to one person? 
Uh huh.

6. How do you look right now? 
Not sure?

7. What exactly are you wearing right now? 
Shirt & pants.

8. How often do you listen to music? 
When the mood strikes me.

9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? 
Sweats.

10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2014? 
I'd like to think so?

11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? 
I can adapt.

12. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? 
Oh okay?

13. Are you good at hiding your feelings? 
Usually.

14. Can you drive a stick shift? 
No.

15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? 
Strangers, no.

16. Are you going out of town soon? 
No.

17. When was the last time you cried? 
Last month maybe?

18. Have you ever liked someone you didn't expect to? 
Yes.

19. If you could change your eye color, would you? 
I've done it before.

20. Name something you have to do tomorrow? 
Go to a group meeting?

21. Name something you dislike about the day you're having. 
Other ongoing problems?

22. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? 
No?

23. Are you nice to everyone? 
I try to be.

24. What are you sitting on right now? 
A chair?

25. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? 
Yes.

26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn't have? 
No? 

27.  Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? 
Uh...what?

28. Do you get a lot of colds? 
I try not to...takes me awhile to get over colds.

29. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? 
No.

30. Does anyone hate you? 
Who knows.

31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? 
Yes.

32. Do you like watching scary movies? 
Yeah.

33. Are you a jealous person? 
I try not to be.

34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? 
None of them.
 
35. Did you have a dream last night? 
Yes.

36. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? 
Yes.

37. Do you think you'll be married in 5 years? 
Who knows.

38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? 
Probably.

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? 
Dunno.

40. Did you have a good day yesterday? 
It was okay.

41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? 
Yes?

42. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? 
Yes?

43. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? 
Sleeping.

44. What's the best part about school? 
The memories.

45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? 
What?

46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? 
No?

47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? 
Yeah.

48. Were you single over the last summer? 
No?

49. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
Sleeping.

Journal Meme: 3 out of 4 - One of those things...


Taken from cadaverr @ deviantART -- 

Name or preferred name:
CherBear

Nicknames:
CherBear

Favorite Nickname:
CherBear ... notice a trend?

Favorite hobbies:
Drawing.
Favorite food:Steak, sushi & steam crab.

Favorite Soda, Juice, drink product:
Cherry Pepsi.

Favorite Candy:
Ferror Rocher

Favorite Show:
At the moment, Person of Interest.

Favorite Animal:
Bears.

Allergies:Not sure.

Pets?:
One - 9yr old; half shihtzu / chihuahua

Favorite Accessory:
Pencils?

Best DA friend:
Huh?

Real life DA friends:
What?
Favorite school subject:
Art.

Favorite Book:
Not sure?

Favorite Movie:
Serendipity.

Obsessions:
Not really sure.

Lover or Fighter:
Lover.

Favorite Shirt/Sweatshirt:
Not sure?

Favorite Pants:
Comfy ones?

Favorite Saying:
Waddap buttercup? 

Journal Meme: 2 out of 4 - Tagless Revisited


Taken from Kiyan200 @ deviantART --

5 things about me:
- Currently sleepy.
- Still stressed over day to day things.
- I'm a night owl.
- I'm always thinking.
- I tend to be easy going.

1. What talents do you have? - Drawing to name a few.
2. If you were prime minister/ruler of the world what laws would you make? - Enough money to pay off all my debts.
3. Do you prefer sunrises or sunsets? - Depends on the moods.
4. Whats the longest you've gone without sleep? - 24hrs.
5. Whats the most unusual conversation you've ever had? - That one I'd have to think over.

Journal Meme: 1 out of 4 - What would you do?



Taken from lightningshinobi @ deviantART --

What would you do if......

● I died:

● I kissed you:

● I fell:

● I lived next door to you:

● I showed up at your house unexpectedly:

● I stole something:

● I was murdered:

● I cried:

● I asked you to marry me:

● I was hospitalized:

>Would you

● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?:

● Keep a secret if I told you one?:

● Hold my hand?:

● Study with me?:

● Cook for me?:

● Love me?:

● Date me?:

> More

● When and how did we meet?:

● Describe me in three words:

● What was your first impression of me?:

● What do you think of me now?:

● What reminds you of me?:

● Could you see us together forever?:

● When's the last time you saw me?:

● Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?:

Saturday, February 15, 2014

CherBear's Thoughts: Valentine's Day



First off ...

Happy Valentine's Day ~

I hope everyone had a good Valentine's Day. May you spend it with those you love.

What is love? - Regardless of its joking alternate name of Valentine's Day - Single's Awareness Day. It is; simply, in my humble opinion what love is. It doesn't necessarily have to be a romantic intimate love as I imagine many would, but a love that would be in many forms. Friendship & family, platonic to that extent...various forms that people tend to forget that can be equally important & sufficient...depending who you are. So hopefully with that in mind...that you have had a good Valentine's Day.

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This is a lil bit past the halfway point of a short month & things are okay for now. Life is still a bit stagnant but I've been either playing on my 3DS or working on artwork. Other than that, I really can't express any distress that you haven't heard about. I hope to continue to improve my life this 2014. I've seen others slowly start to run into some luck...how much more until it is my turn? I dunno, I am trying not to become too dark emotionally & try to be positive but still...its hard when I can't see any signs of positive moments coming soon but I am trying...so for now I will continue to keep creating. Be well folks! Until next time.

CherBear's Thoughts: Llama for llama ~


Well ever since ...

I joined the dAHub & participated in Give A Llama & Get A Llama - I've finally happily achieved 500 llamas. 

Special thanks to jadersol @ deviantART for giving me one. 

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Continue on giving & getting a llama deviantART folks.

Journal Meme: 7 out of 7 - Long Q/A?



Taken from lightningshinobi @ deviantART --

1. Name: Cher
2. Nickname(s): CherBear
3. Birthday: September 20th
4. That makes you: Strange
5. Where were you born: Manila
6. Location right now: San Diego
7. Shoe size: 7 1/2
8. How many piercings?: Two
9. Tattoos?: N/A
10. When you wake up you're: Feeling groggy.
11. When your about to sleep you're: Feeling sleepy.
12. Zodiac sign: Virgo
13. Chinese sign: Hmm...
14. Righty or Lefty: Righty
15. Innie or Outie: Innie
16. School: Indefinite student of life?

Section Two: Looks

17. Nationality: Filipina
18. Hair colour: Black
20. Weight: Mass
21. Height:  5'ish?
22. Braces? Nope.
23. Glasses? Yep.

Section Three: Private Life

24. Do you have a boy/girlfriend? Sure?
25. If so, who? Not sure if its my sketchbook or pencil?
26. If not, do you have a crush on someone? Sounds painful.
27. Who has a crush on you? Who knows.
28. Ever cheated on your bf/gf? Before.
29. Who was your first kiss: Some guy.
30. Who was your last kiss: Some guy.
31. Are you a virgin? Say what?
32. Ever had a threesome before? Huh?
33. If you could have sex with anyone, who would that be? I don't know, honestly.
34. Have you ever been in love? Define "in love"
35. Broken any hearts? Yes.
36. Got your heart broken? Yes.
37. Ever liked a friend? Yes.
38. What happened? They never knew of course.

Section Four: Past Relationships

39. How many relationships have you been in: I forget.
40. How many were serious enough to count: I forget.
41. Who were those serious ones: I forget.
42. Funnest hook-ups: Uh...not sure if it was funny.
43. What made them different: Not sure.
44. What happened: Can't elaborate.
45. Best boy/girlfriend: Uh...say what?
46. Worst boy/girlfriend: Hmm...none of'em.
47. Ever been kissed: Yep.
48. Who do you want back: None.
49. Who do you regret: None.
50. Why?: There's no reason?

Section Five: Favourites

51. Song: You
52. Movie: Serendipity
53. Food: Surf & turf.
54. Drink: Madori sour.
55. Store: Spencer's
56. Television show: Person of Interest.
57. Holiday: Christmas.
58. Book: The Hobbit
59. Ice cream: Chocolate Malted Crunch.
60. Sweets: Nutella
61. Crisps: Love Letters.
62. Type of music: Varies on moods.
63. Artist: Da Vinci
64. Word: Yo
65. Time of day: Evening
66. Dressing: Blue Cheese
67. Alcoholic drink: Madori Sour?
68. Colour(s): Blue.
69. Piece of clothing: Whichever is comfortable.
70. Character: What kind of character?
71. Smell: Baked chocolate chip cookies.
72. Shampoo: Head and shoulders Green Apple.
73. Soap: Dunno.
74. Smiley: :)
75. Board game: Monopoly.
76. Sport: Volleyball
77. Number: 13
78. Quote: "The world spins on dreamers."
79. Animal: Bears
80. Actor: Ewan McGregor
82. Vegetable: Potato?
83. Fruit: Strawberry.
84. Place to be: Warm and safe.
85. Thing in your room: Anime plushies.
86. Gum: Doesn't matter.
87. Shape: Circles.
88. Country: Doesn't matter.
89. Mall: Not any in particular?
90. Car: Muscle Cars...not any in particular.
91. Boy's name: Michael
92. Girl's name: Serendipity.
93. Family member: Some family?
94. Restaurant: Varies due to mood.
95. Movie place: Doesn't matter really?
96. Person to go to the movies with: Friends or family.
97. Noise: Rain.
98. Brand of shoe: Comfortable shoes?
99. Brand of clothing: Comfortable clothes?
100. Body part of a chicken: Thighs.
101. Swear word: Uh what?
102. Month: July.
103. Possession: My sketchbook
104. Team: Padres or Chargers
105. Season: Summer or Fall
106. Radio station: Varies?
107. Magazine: N/A
108. Favourite grade: Huh?
109. Least favourite grade: What?
110. Teacher: Forgot his name.
111. Least favourite teacher: Not sure?
112. Subject: Art.
113. Subject to talk about: Video games & anime?

Section Six: Family

114. Who's your mum?: A wonderful woman.
115. Who's your dad?: A guy lost in circumstances.
116. Any step-parents?: No?
117. Any brothers?: Half brother.
118. Any Sisters?: Half sister.
120. Coolest: Huh?
121. Loudest: Dunno.
122. Best relative: All of'em.
123. Worse relative: None of'em.
124. Do you get along with your parents? Before no, now I understand.
125. With your siblings? Can't say I've had one, trying to start one w/ one.
126. Does anyone understand you? Few people.
127. Do you have any pets?: A dog.
128. If so, what kind and name? Half shi-tzu/chihuahua - Mini
129. If not, what do you want as a pet?:  Huh?
130. Can I be a part of your family? Depends?

Section Seven: School

131. Are you still in school? Technically yes.
132. Did you drop out?: No.
133. Your current GPA: 3.0?
134. Do you buy or bring lunch?: Bring lunch.
135. ABC's?: 1 2 3?
136. Favorite class: Art class.
137. Play any sports at school?: No.
138. Are you popular?: I don't think so.
139. Favourite memory: Hanging out with friends.
140. Most humiliating moment: Don't recall.
141. Most funniest moment: Don't remember.
142. Most scared moment: Public speaking/presentations.

Section Eight: What do you think of when you hear

145. Chicken: Fried.
146. Dog: Fluffy.
147. Christina Aguilera: Singing.
148. Ricky Martin: Shaking.
149. 50 cent: 2 quarters.
15o. Poop: Whut?
151. Beach: Sunsets.
152. Desert: Warm.
153. Water: Reflections.
154. Osama: What?
155. Love: Undefined.
156. Your little brother: I have one?
157. Butt: Round.
158. Clowns: Funny.
159. Wonder: Unbelievable.
16o. Brown: Tan.
161. Banana: Monkey
162. Sex: Misunderstood.
163. Parents: Importance.
164. Homosexuals: Different orientation.
165. God: What about it?

Section Nine: Do you believe in

166. God: A mystery.
167. Heaven: In general.
168. Devil: In drawings.
169. Hell: Lived everyday.
170: Boogy man: Dancing.
171. Closet Monsters: What closet?
172. Fortune tellings: Unexplained plausibilities.
173. Magic: Of course! 
174. Love at first sight: Different for each person.
175. Ghosts: Ethereal beliefs
176. Voo-doo dolls: Would like to own one.
177. Reincarnation: Not entirely farfetched.
178. Yourself: I try to.

Section Ten: Do you

179. Smoke: No.
180. Do drugs: Pain killers.
181. Drink alcohol: Yes.
182. Cuss: Depends.
183. Sing in the shower: Not often.
184. Like school: Sometimes.
185. Want to get married: Sure?
186. Type with all of your fingers: Technically? No.
187. Think you're attractive: No.
188. Drink and drive: No.
189. Snore: Been told I do.
190. Sleep walk: No.
191. Like watching sunrises and sunsets: No.

Section Eleven: Have you ever

192. Flashed someone: No.
193. Gotten so drunk til you threw up everywhere: No.
194. Told that person how you felt: Yes.
195. Been arrested: No.
196. Gone to jail or juve: Yes?
197. Skateboarded: No.
198. Skinny dipped: No.
199. Rock climbed: No.
200. Killed someone: No.
201. Watched porn: Sure?
202. Gone on a road trip: Yes.
203. Went out of the country: Yes.
204. Talked back to an adult: Yes.
205. Broken a law: In theory.
206. Got pulled over: Not yet.
208: Cried to get out of trouble: Before?
209. Let a friend cry on your shoulder: Yes.
210. Kissed a brother's or sister's friend: No
211. Kissed a friend's brother or sister: No
212. Dropped something on the floor and let someone eat it anyways: No.
213. Moon someone: No.
214. Shop-lifted: Yes.
215. Worked at McDonald's: No.
216. Eaten a dog: No.
217. Give money to a homeless person: Yes.
218. Glued your hand to yourself: Yes.
219. Kissed someone of the same sex: No.
220. Had a one night stand: No.
221. Smoked: No.
222. Done drugs: Pain killers sure?
223. Lose a friend because of your ex: No.
224. Slap someone for being stupid: No.
225. Had cyber sex: Say what?
226. Wish you were the opposite sex: No.
227. Caught someone doing something: Yes.
228. Played a game that removes clothing: No.
229. Cried during a movie: Yes.
230. Cried over someone: Yes.
231. Wanted to hook up with a friend: No.
232. Hooked up with someone you barely met: No.
233. Ran away from home: No.
234. Cheated on a test: Yes.

Section Twelve: Would you

235. Bungee jump: No.
236. Sky dive: No.
237. Swim with dolphins: Yes.
238. Steal a friend's bf or gf: No.
239. Try to be the opposite sex: No.
240. Lie to the police: Depends.
241. Run from the police: Depends.
242. Lie to your parents: Depends.
243. Backstab a friend for your own well being: No.
244. Be an exotic dancer: No.
245.  Bang a donkey for 1, 000, 000: No.

Section Thirteen: Are you

246. Shy: Yes
247. Loud: No.
248. Nice: Yes.
249: Outgoing: No.
250: Quiet: Yup
251. Mean: No.
252. Emotional: Yes.
253. Sensitive: Yes
254. Gay: No.
255. Strong: No.
256. Weak: Yes
257. Caring: Yes.
258. Dangerous: No.
259. Crazy: Possibly.
260. Spontaneous: Sometimes...
261. Funny: Possibly.
262. Sweet: Possibly.
263. Sharing: Possibly.
264. Responsible: No.
265. Trustworthy: Yes.
266. Open-minded: I try.
267. Creative: I try.
268. Cute: I try.
269. Slick: No.
270. Smart: Sometimes.
271. Dumb: No.
272. Evil: No.
273. Ghetto: No.
274. Classy: I try.
275. Photogenic: I don't think I am.
276. Dependable: I try.
277. Greedy: ...sometimes
278. Ugly: I think I am.
279. Messy: Sometimes.
280. Neat: No.
281. Perverted: I could be.
282. Silly: Yes.
283. A B****: No.
284. A Good Listener: Yes
285. A Fighter: No.
286. A Party Animal: No.
287. A Game Freak: Yes.
288. A Computer Freak: Sorta.

Section Fourteen: Future

289. Dream job: Manga artist.
290. Dream house: Two-story home
291. Husband/Wife: Sure?
292. Kids: Why not?
293. Names: What of them?
294. Pets: Dog
295. Car: Depends.
296. Age you would want to get married: When it's appropriate
297. Best Man/Bride's Maid: Dunno.
298. Honeymoon: Not sure?

Section Fifteen: Your friends

299. Best friend: Someone near by.
300. Known the longest: My best friend.
301. Craziest: One of my friends sure.
302. Loudest: That depends.
303. Shyest: Me.
304. Best hair: Dunno.
305. Best eyes: Dunno.
306. Best body: Dunno.
307. Most Athletic: Dunno.
308. Hot-Tempered: Dunno.

309. Most impatient: Dunno.

310. Shortest: Dunno.
311. Tallest: Dunno.
312. Skinniest: Dunno.
313. Best singer: Dunno.
314. Funniest: Dunno.
315. Can always make you laugh: Dunno.
316. Wish you talked to more: Doesn't matter.
317. Wish you saw more: Everyone! 
318. Who drives you insane after a while: Dunno.
319. Who you can stay around forever and never get sick of: Depends.
320. Ever lose a friend because you took it to the 'next level': Huh?
321. Whose always been there when you need them: I can name someone.
322. Who is like your family: Those I consider close?
323. How many friends do you have?: Dunno.
324. How many are really close? Dunno.

Section Sixteen: The last

325. Thing you ate: Carne Asada Fries.
326. Thing you drank: Horchata
327. Thing you wore: Blouse & jeans.
328. Thing you did: Went out.
329. Place you went: Mexican food restaurant?
330. Thing you got pierced or tattooed: Ears.
331. Person you saw: My cousin.
332. Person you hugged: My cousin.
333. Person you kissed: Huh?
334. Person you had sex with: What?
335. Person you talked to online: MiloticBear
336. Person you talked to on the phone: My cousin.
337. Song you heard: One of the songs from MLP (recent episode)
338. Show you saw: Doctor Who
339. Time you fought with your parents: Its been 7 years.
340. Time you fought with a friend: Dunno.
341. Words you said: Take care.

Section Seventeen: Now

343. What are you eating: Nothing
344. What are you drinking: Nothing
345. What are you thinking: This is long...
346. What are you wearing: Pajamas.
347. What are you doing: Filling this out while watching Doctor Who.
349. Hair: Tied up in a ponytail.
350. Mood: Content.
351. Listening to: Watching/listening to Doctor Who
352. Talking to anyone: No one
353. Watching anything: Doctor Who

Section Eighteen: Yes or No

354. Are you a vegetarian: No
355. Are you a carnivore: Yes?
356. Are you heterosexual: Huh?
357. Do you like penguins: Sure?
358. Do you write poetry: I have.
359. Do you see stupid people: Yes.
360. You + Me: Huh?
361. Do you like the Osbournes: Dunno.
362. Can you see flying pigs: In cartoons?
363. Do you sleep with stuffed animals on your bed: Yes.
364. Are you from Afghanistan: No.
365. Is Christina Aguilera ugly: She's changed...
366. Are you a zombie: No
367. Am i annoying you: No
368. Do you bite your nails: Before.
369. Can you cross your eyes: No
370. Do you make your bed in the morning: No
371. Have you touched someone's private part: Huh?

Section Nineteen: This or That

372. Winter or Summer: Summer
373. Spring or Autumn: Autumn
374. Shakira or Britney: Shakira
375. MTV or VH1: VH1
376. Black or White: Gray?
377. Yellow or Pink: Yellow?
378. Football or Basketball: Football.
379. Mobile Phone or Pager: Mobile phone
380. Pen or Pencil: Pencil
381. Cold or Hot: Depends
382. Tattoos or Piercings: Piercings
383. Inside or Outside: Inside
384. Weed or Alcohol: Alcohol
385. Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi
386. Tape or Glue: Tape
387. McDonald's or In-n-Out: Depends.

Section Twenty: Opinions

388. What do you think about classical music: Nice to listen to.
389. About boy bands: Changes every generation.
390. About suicide: A cry for help.
391. About people who try to force their opinions on you: Never a fan.
392. About teen pregnancy: Too spontaneous.
393. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years: Can't predict that far ahead...I'll end up disappointed.
394. Who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: Depends.
395. About gay men: Whatever?

Section Twenty-One:

396. Do you have a website: Use to.
397. Current weather right now: Sunny
398. Current time: 9:45 pm
399. Any shout outs: Nope
400. Last thoughts: Its peaceful.