Journal Meme 2 out of 3 : Not quite sure?

Taken from ArcanineGG @ deviantART -

1) Sexuality?
Straight

2) If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?
Not sure.

3) Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.
I have no books! Ok I'm lying I'm too lazy to check.

4) What do you think about most?
What will tomorrow entail?

5) What does your latest text message from someone else say?
Helloooo - Milo

6) Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
Pajamas.

7) What's your strangest talent?
Dunno, what defines strange?

8) Girls…. (finish the sentence); Boys…. (finish the sentence)
Girls can be cunning.

Boys won't understand girls.

9) Ever had a poem or song written about you?
Uh I don't think so.

10) When is the last time you played the air guitar?
Never?

11) Do you have any strange phobias?
Not sure.

12) Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?
I don't recall.

13) What's your religion?
Bear-ism :D *passes on the question*

14) If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?
Watching people!

15) Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?
Behind.

16) Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?
Eh too many to decide.

17) What was the last lie you told?
I'm fine.

18) Do you believe in karma?
Varies.

19) What does your URL mean?
Huh, dunno.

20) What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?
Greatest weakness: ...like I'd tell you.
Greatest strength: ...no clue :D!

21) Who is your celebrity crush?
I do not have one. :o

22) Have you ever gone skinny dipping?
No

23) How do you vent your anger?
Draw or write.

24) Do you have a collection of anything?
Plushies.

25) Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?
Talking on the phone.

26) Are you happy with the person you've become?
...sorta.

27) What's a sound you hate; sound you love?
Hate: Scratch or screeching sound.
Love: Raining falling.

28) What's your biggest "what if"?
What if I was able to change critical points in my life?

29) Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?
Ghosts: Plausible
Aliens: They're everywhere :o

30) Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with the left
Right: Tablet
Left: Glass of Tang.

31) Smell the air. What do you smell?
Nothing.

32) What's the worst place you have ever been to?
Dunno really.

33) Choose East Coast or West Coast?
West coast!

34) Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?
Huh?

35) To you, what is the meaning of life?
Finding that meaning.

36) Define Art.
Made & appreciated by you.

37) Do you believe in luck?
Sometimes.

38) What's the weather like right now?
Cold.

39) What time is it?
6:38 pm

40) Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?
Yes & sorta.

41) What was the last book you read?
I don't remember.

42) Do you like the smell of gasoline?
Not really.

43) Do you have any nicknames?
Nope, just CherBear.

44) What was the last movie you saw?
The Hobbit

45) What's the worst injury you've ever had?
A sprained ankle

46) Have you ever caught a butterfly?
Yup

47) Do you have any obsessions right now?
No

48) What's your sexual orientation?
Didn't I answer that?

49) Ever had a rumor spread about you?
Yup.

50) Do you believe in magic?
Sure.

51) Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?
At first, eventually it goes away.

52) What is your astrological sign?
Virgo.

53) Do you save money or spend it?
Spend.

54) What's the last thing you purchased?
Food.

55) Love or lust?
Love.

56) In a relationship?
Yep, my pencil, pen, eraser & sketchbook. We magically get along.

57) How many relationships have you had?
More than 5, less than 10.

58) Can you touch your nose with your tongue?
No.

59) Where were you yesterday?
At the Vet.

60) Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?
Copic Markers.

61) Are you wearing socks right now?
No.

62) What's your favorite animal?
Bear!

63) What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?
There's such a thing?!

64) Where is your best friend?
At her house.

65) Spit or swallow?
Whut?

66) What is your heritage?
Filipino.

67) What were you doing last night at 12 AM?
Playing WoW.

68) What do you think is Satan's last name?
I have no idea.

69) Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?
Huh?

70) Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?
I'd hope so.

71) You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?
Gotta get to work, sorry.

72) You are at the doctor's office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?

A. Yep.
B. Complete as much as I can of things I wanna do.
C. No.

73) You can only have one of these things; trust or love.
Trust.

74) What's a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?
That varies.

75) What are the last four digits in your cell phone?
I have a cell phone? Dx;

76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
Communication & honesty.

77) How can I win your heart?
O.o; why would you wanna win that?

78) Can insanity bring on more creativity?
Yes.

79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
Uhm hmm ... lemme get back to you on that.

80) What size shoes do you wear?
7 1/2

81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
No tombstone, just cremate me.

82) What is your favorite word?
No favorite word.

83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.
Warm.

84) What is a saying you say a lot?
Uhm...uh....uhmmmm....

85) What's the last song you listened to?
Not sure?

86) Basic question; what's your favorite color/colors?
Blue, gray, gold

87) What is your current desktop picture?
Clannad

88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
Hum ... can't say, they might be reading this ;)!

89) What would be a question you'd be afraid to tell the truth on?
Any question :o.

90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What do you do?
Go back to sleep.

91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
Flight & foresight.

92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
Time with someone I've lost.

93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
None or I won't be any wiser for it.

94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?
O.o; I'll pass.

95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
Japan.

96) Do you have any relatives in jail?
I don't believe so.

97) Have you ever thrown up in the car?
Thankfully no.

98) Ever been on a plane?
Yes.

99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
Can I have a jar of nutella?

Journal Meme 1 out of 3 - I act like a 22 yr old

Taken from Mangolubs @ deviantART -

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.

[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar.

[x] You own a credit card.

[x] You know how to change the oil in a car.

[x] You've done your own laundry.

[x] You can vote in an election.

[X] You can cook for yourself.

[] You think politics are interesting.

Total: 7

[] You show up for school late a lot.

[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.

[] You've never gotten a detention.

[] You have forgotten your own birthday.

[x] You like to take walks by yourself.

[x] You know what credibility means without looking it up.

[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week.

Total so far: 11

[x] You know how to do the dishes.

[x] You can count to 10 in another language.

[x] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.

[] You can mow the lawn.

[] You study even when you don't have to.

[x] You have hand washed a car before.

Total: 15

[x] You can spell experience without looking it up.

[] The people at Starbucks know you by name.

[x] Your favourite kind of food is take-out. 

[] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.

[] You understand political jokes the first time they are said. 

[x] You can type pretty quickly.

Total: 18

[] Your only friends are from your place of employment.

[] You have been to a Tupperware party. 

[] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job. 

[x] You have more bills than you can pay.

[x] You have been to the beach.

[x] You use the internet every day.

[x] You have been outside 3 or more times a day

[] You make your bed in the morning.

Total: 22

GRAND TOTAL: 22

22? Huh, ok I guess?

Thoughts of the week 02.17.13

Emotional highs & lows throughout the last week. I'm barely hanging in there but I am trying.

One of the contests I wanted to do just fell through, by the time I wanted to sincere try & work on it; I decided to back out & work on it properly & do it justice so it shall become more of a casual fun practice to do more comic illustration stuff. What was it? Well - basically the contest was suppose to contain the whole idea or word of 'love' & involving my Audition Online couple. So, instead of directly involving him, it would have been a narration that did involve love & insert my Audi Online couple; but it was the whole idea of love & the word love of a long time companion; a friend ... yes a teddy bear. I didn't wanna rush the story when I realize how many days I had left & with all the obstacles of being sick, then a little bit of a drawing burn out, I let things remain where it would be. The last contest I will try is another love theme but we'll see how that will work out in the end & if I even bother to submit it.

Valentine's Day did pass & I did get some coloring & drawing done on livestream, it ultimately ended up being the only thing I really did this week which is fine, I'm happy with how things turned out & one of the pieces got featured on the company fb website as a valentine's day message which is cool. As for the day itself, I did manage to make the best of it & did something cool for that day.

As for the emotional lows, I shall try not to vent too much but i guess perhaps it needs to be said to clear my mind. As my year long task to attempt to prove my situation moves forward, the more I stay in this house with roommates makes me realize how I yearn, want & would like to move on, move out & be able to live on my own once again. When little things I do or try to do get overlooked due to other bigger problems or annoyance tend to overshadow what is expected of me while I live here & I've done what is expected or asked of but apparently; like many things, it feels like parents all over again - it's never good enough. Oh the hilarity & irony behind it.

Oh, I did mention briefly I had a mini burn out from drawing; mainly after the heavy hours of drawing, coloring & putting time in with these contests I somehow subconsciously wore myself out. So, as my friend suggested, I took a step back, breathe, did some other things & I'm slowly getting back into it & trying to fulfill some of these contests deadlines before I go back to working on these pending requests...note to self; I should really get back on those notes too.

I had found some resolve for some warnings I got which I find reasonable & at the very least I got some resolve, I'm content yet not due to some thoughts I have over the matter, but at least it means I can move forward from the warnings I got.

New friendships are formed & I have warned that I do tend to take things slow, so seeing how this new friendship that is formed & see how this person has been willing to be open & share when I am not ready to is flattering, but I do have my reasons; I'd like to see where these new friendships are formed will last a couple of months? or expand to years. I remain optimistic.

Something silly, as much as I do like watching My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, seeing Twilight Sparkle turn into an alicorn...well a princess, was well, I'm still not quite sure whether I feel for those who think she shouldn't have become one or if this pathway they had planned for Twilight Sparkle all this time was a viable & reasonable path in that greater scheme of this fictional place that has been set for the past few seasons. Either way, something still is unsettling about this past episode that I can't put my finger on...oh well.

I should try to end this on a high note, during the past cpl of months, my cousin who I see as a sister from another mother has been calling weekly, I've been listening to her woes & situations, continue to put in encouraging words & help her with her homesickness since she's away, she left me a text saying how these little things have helped & thanked me...that's a high note right?

Anyways, I shall try to balance everything out & try to maintain some sanity regardless of my on goings around my life.

Journal Meme 3 out of 3 : Tagless tag again?!

From PHLiM2 @ deviantART ---

1. do you draw?

Yup. Everyday when I can manage.

2. any complains about life?

Always something to complain about but I know there's people out there that have it worse than me.

3. like to travel?

Yes.

4. still in school/college/university or in work?

Nope, nope, nope & I'd like to?

5. future job/ present jobs?

Not planning - I've learned anything I've planned in life tends to never pan out.

6. got a warm family?

Eh....what?

7. do you like fan fics??

Well written ones.

8. Do you have a OC? If so, describe him/her.

I have plenty of OCs & some OCs stemmed from MMO-games I played. So there's plenty to pick from.

9.got any religion that you believe?

I choose not to discuss this, that & politics :o - personal philosophy. 

10. like derpy?

Define...like...

My Questions - none in particular feel free to answer the ones above. I'm sure there were suppose to be rules to this so any tags I shall choose to not tag folks & leave them the option to do this Dx;

Journal Meme 2 out of 3 : Measure your insanity

Taken from iAznX3 @ deviantART ---

The Insane Test:
[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for "hurting you"
[ ] You have run into a glass/screen door.
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have run into a tree/bush.
[x] You have been called a blonde
So far- 4

[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[ ] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.
So far- 6

[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[ ] You type with three fingers or less.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.
So far- 9

[x] You have fallen asleep in class.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your 'inside voice'.
So far- 12

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[ ] You have eaten a bug accidentally.
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.
So far- 16

[ ] You have posted spam because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don't.
[ ] You break a lot of things.
[x] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[ ] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[ ] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
So far- 17

[x] The word "um" is used frequently.
[ ] You don't know what "um" means.
[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[x] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin
Total- 20

Score is the total multiplied by 3

60%, so much for using that calculator

Journal Meme 1 out of 3 - How girly are you?

From YumiCatGirl @ deviantART ---

[ ] My fingernails/toenails are almost always painted. 

[ ] During the summer pretty much the only shoes I wear are flip flops.

[ ] My favorite toy as a child were Barbies/Bratz

[ ] My favorite color is pink or purple. 

[ ] I did Gymnastics. 

[ ] I love skirts. 

[ ] Hollister is one my favorite places to shop.

[ ] Tight jeans are the only jeans I'll wear.

[x] I love chocolate. 

TOTAL SO FAR: 1

[ ] My hair is mostly always straightened.

[ ] I usually go shopping once a week.

[x] I love to hang out with friends. 

[x] I have a piece of real diamond jewelry.

[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon. 

[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim.

[ ] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes.

[ ] I watch Gossip Girl.

[ ] I change my profile picture weekly.

[ ] I wear a shower cap.  

TOTAL SO FAR: 3

[ ] I would NEVER set foot into Hot Topic 

[x] My cell phone might as well become a part of me.

[ ] I wear mascara everyday.

[ ] Bathing suits are adorable.

[ ] I don't know the difference between a sheep and a goat. 

[ ] Big sunglasses are awesome. 

[ ] I have gotten my nails done.

[ ] I own over 10 purses.

[ ] MuchMusic is my one of my favorite channels.

TOTAL SO FAR: = 4

[ ] I love to have other people do my hair.

[x] I like to give and receive hugs from all my friends. 

[ ] I hate bugs. 

[x] Carnivals are fun. 

[ ] Summer is THE best season.

[ ] My swimsuit has 2 pieces.

[ ] Musicians are hot. 

[ ] You write me a poem and tell me I'm beautiful and I'm all yours.

TOTAL SO FAR:  6

[x] I'm self-conscious. 

[ ] My room smells like vanilla. 

[x] I don't do sports.

[ ] I HATE to run. 

[ ] I squeal when I am surprised or angry.

[x] I eat dried fruit as a snack. 

[ ] I love romance novels.  

[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute.

TOTAL SO FAR: 9

[ ] I dance randomly around the house. 

[x] I usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house.

[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products.

[ ] I love to get dressed up.

[ ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends

[ ] I would love to have a photo shoot of myself. 

[ ] My parents buy me everything I want, whenever I want it.

[ ] I apply lip gloss 50-a million times a day.

TOTAL SO FAR: 10

[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton.

[ ] R&B is the best music.

[ ] I pop my collar.

[x] Horses are beautiful.

[x] Kittens are adorable. 

TOTAL SO FAR: 12

[ ] I write my own music. 

[ ] I would love to visit Hawaii.

[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black. 

[ ] My closet is STOCK FULL of clothes.

[ ] I hate beards.

[ ] I love to read magazines.

TOTAL SO FAR: 12

[ ] I love to gossip.

[ ] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters as a kid.

[ ] I love Celine Dion.

[ ] My showers are 2 hours long. 

[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned. 

[ ] I refuse to eat at McDonald's.

TOTAL SO FAR: 12

[x] I LOVE life!

[x] I have a lot of jewelry.

[ ] Much of my jewelry comes from Claire's.

[x] My screen name(s) has or had x's in them.

[x] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed. 

TOTAL SO FAR: 16

[ ] I like the color pink.

[ ] I want to BE Paris Hilton.

[ ] I scope the room for hot guys.

[ ] I love the mall.

[x] I love the beach. 

[ ] You modeled as a little kid.

[ ] You love receiving compliments.

[x] You've been to a wedding and loved it.

TOTAL: 18

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Total overall: 18

Below 10 = Total Tomboy

Below 20 = Boyish

Below 30 = Not girly 

Above 30 = Girly

Above 55 = Paris Hilton

Thoughts of the week 02.09.13

I'll try to keep this well within reasonable boundries.

Thankfully; I've more or less gotten over my cold so I'm gonna give it a shot & livestream sometime in the evening & get my friend to do his livestream even though I've sorta overshadowed yesterday...which was his normal day to livestream & I didn't realize it (oops, so sorry!).

I know in a few days; Valentine's Day will be arriving & I haven't really gotten the gumption to continue working on this short little comic & other contest options I decided to attempt to do. Admitting that my cold played a factor in it is a poor excuse. I just have to push myself to get it done before the deadlines before moving forward with the rest of the requests & what not.

I've been feeling a teeny little apathetic too; recently running into my fair share of warnings on art sites due to petty things (in my opinion). Yes, I realize that art is subjective & the warnings were on fair terms, I get that; some though I have went & question back, others - I've decided not to dwell & move on. I'll leave it simply as that & dw, in due time; I'll move off from this apathetic state & continue to draw & post.

Lastly - well 3 journal memes this week; why? Mainly since I do read a lot of journals that folks post - I try to do these journal memes too when they're not tagged specifically or well something to add as filler I suppose.  With that being said; I realize I have a lot piling up so I'm trying to do more than just 1 a week to get through more of these journal memes too.

With that said, time to buckle down & hopefully meet those contest deadlines...guess I know what my livestream stuff will be later today.